Hey, whatever.

Sensitivity. a killing word that can lead people to frustrations, misunderstandings, headaches and miseries. and this normally happens to girls. but it cools down with the flow of time, so theres nothing much to be worried about.

dont make any serious actions. its just a short-term "sickness" and will heal real soon.

i realized. maybe im not that sensitive anymore. instead, i feel sick about it from others. ive made a change about this towards myself. am so glad. hope to improve more on my characters very soon.

when you meet this people, just chill and say: WHATEVER.

the rockstars? laugh my ass offfff.

Pappa rich and mcd with qinyi & jiexi today. failed to meet up with huiyee, celine and weisheng. TOO BAAAD. i havent been seeing jiexi since spm was conquered. she had changed. shes now a loving adult who knows how to take care of lil children, like in details. im so so impressed of her like seriously lol. hey jiexi if youre reading this, just wanna tell you that, youre sibeh rockstar. HAHA :)

-pearly-

200211, 0117

我只在乎你.

任时光匆匆过去

我只在乎你

心甘情愿感染你的气息

人生几何, 能够得到知己?

失去生命的力量也不可惜

所以我求求你

别让我离开你

除了你, 我不能感到

一丝丝情意 :)

Awesome 18th!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

today was the best day ever so far for the year 2011. the best OFF DAY ever from my work. i used to sleep till 1pm on every off day of mine but, i just feel so special, specially happy today. and yeah i was super excited for the date today as well! maybe thats the special part :P

ohh yesh, im 18 now. an adult weh! should change myself in the way i think of things, and the way i make decisions. BE SMART. cuz im not a small girl now.

this is the second time im celebrating my birthday with Puikia. not everyone will be able to accompany you on your birthday, even your close friends. im so glad to have him with me on my day. and yes, he is the only one i have confident in. i wanna spend my birthday with him EVERY YEAR :)

he may be yong sui (lmao), but he is the cutest and funniest guy ever on earth to me :)

dont know why, i suddenly feel so touched while writing this post LOL.

anyway! we had TGIF for tea time/dinner. it was my first time there! he was forced to treat me, oops :P p/s: next bill's on me. exclusive punye weh :P

and the movie we watched was SANCTUM! another james cameron production baby! was so anticipated i tell you, thank god its in cinemas RIGHT on my bday!

the movie was so-so, not as trilling as i thought it would be. too bad eh. BUT some parts are seriously straining and touching. especially the part where a son and his dad ... okay i guess its inappropriate to tell now as you may wanna watch it yourself :P

josh & his dad :3

besides, i bought a ROCKSTAR-ISH bracelet. satisfying much! im kinda into accessories now :D

i got a present from him too, oh my gosh i love it.

cut the cake with my beloved family at 11pm! photos will be added soon :D

thanks for all the wishes via facebook, texts and calls. i love all of you.

damn, how could i be this lucky? THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! youre the best thing, thats ever been mine ♥

OH and HAPPY CHAP GOH MEI MEH to you people! i dont see cny decorated stages anymore. i dont hear cny songs anymore. the centre court is white now, aint red no more. so not used to it. anyway, cny this year was total emptiness for me, no visting aka bai nian at all. that sucks but nevermind :P

-pearly-

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Simplicity.

Sometimes i realized, that whenever you get to own the best things in the world, you might lose them all, one day. so pessimistic huh? but it does happens, to some people. how horrible.

So i prefer to be simple. dont crave for too much, just appreciate what you get, what you own :)

Check this out! saw this awesome thing from @KoayEvienne's blogpost and tried to drag it. guess what? i got a YES. wanna give it a try? :D

Sometimes luck comes to you, when youre not searching for it. not craving for it.

-pearly-

Love OH Love!

Happy Valentine's Day people! to those who couple, stay sweet and be happy with your loved ones, and nevertheless to enjoy your journey of growing up throughout your relationships!

whereas for those who are single, do enjoy your V day with a bunch of awesome friends, i know itll be fun :D

Keywords (from me) to a long-lasting relationship;

tolerations

trust

honesty

loyalty

commitments

maturity

understandings

forgets and forgives

Work tomorrow, guess i'll be seeing people hugging each other while walking, kissing foreheads and being lovey-dovey around. awwwww i hope they spot me when they do so! LOL.

i always do!!!

-pearly-

The Intersecting Point.

Please believe me, do trust me

for whatever i explained

you could treat me as some sort of your copycat

i copy your emotions.

i think for you

and no,

i wont mistreat myself as well at the same time

so why should you, mistreat yourself for me?

dont you remember?

im your copy cat!

when youre sad,

I WONT FEEL ANY BETTER

i thought twice, or thrice

before i say this

with no doubt.

cant believe that someone is loving you this much?

believe it.

i love you :)

-pearly-

Gong xi fa cai..........Hong bao na lai :P

Aloha readers! its already the EIGHTH DAY of chinese new year and now only im climbing up here to wish you guys :O but the spirit is still here right? so..

GONG XI FA CAI!

according to many fengshui masters, i mean three, the rabbit year will be an unlucky year or the roosters and ox (im not sure about the rest) but the ox do

esnt lose or gain anything though. as for the roosters, whether in love, health, fortune or studies/work, no good news around them. isnt this horrible?!

for the roosters;

love - unstable, so jagalah dirimu

health - weak? be healthy and eat good food

fortune - too spendthrift! start saving up and remember to DONATE to the needy

studies - have to study harder and harder for better grades

work - many gossips around. avoid them and mine your own business, tolerate with the bitches

ok so everything stated above kinda happens to me so i kinda believe them. hope it doesnt affect me psychologically and make me think negatively. for those who were born in the rooster year, DO NOT think that im superstition or what-so-ever. believe it for forget it :P

For the chinese new year 2011 i wish that everything in life will go smoothly. including my studies. and, i will study harder. i wont cakap kosong or janji kosong anymore! oh and by the way spm results are coming out on early march i guess. it scares much i tell you. what grades will i get for Add math and Accounts? i hope miracles will happen

! damn, i never pray a single day since spm is over, i didnt show my sincerity, OMG what will happen next?

kinda sick lazy of answering the same questions again and again so here you go!

common questions from friends;

Where are you working?

answer: G2000 at guess-it-yourself

Have you get your driving license yet?

answer: no, i only went for the undang course. why? becuz i gotta study the book and im lazy. you dont have to study the book, just finish up the 500 questions! im not sure if i'll pass without studying the book :(

Are you studying now?

answer: no im currently working

Where are you studying soon?

answer: Advance Tertiary College, for Pre-University studies.

How bout your ns?

i'll place this LAST in my decision-making processes. dont know whether im going or not, yet

RANDOMly general advices/facts of life we should have known;

- save your money, dont spend too much

- tolerate with the bitches you work with. dont blow off your anger or else you'll get nothing but an additional enemy which you'll face EVERYDAY at work

- NEVER trust anybody at work. they might betray you. and they love to gossip whenever youre not efficient enough to their expectations.

- be on-time at work, managers love like punctual staffs

- be hardworking

- dont gossip too much. you think they suck so bad? just zip it. you wanna know more? just act like you dont give a damn

- stay positive cuz there are many ups and downs

- dont show the WORSE side of you when youre mad at something small, its the WORST when you hurt the others

- tolerate with anybody else to avoid argument, dont jump into conclusions!

- manage well with anything; your things, plans, play time and study time

- if you always do something wrong which you love to do, do what you actually hate to do :X

- eat fruits everyday! or drink juices

- be smart with any decisions you make. only progress them when youre very sure about the benefits that you'll get

Enjoy your life, cheeeeers :D

-pearly-

im sorry, again. how can i cool you down? i would do anything.

最想对你愛的人说的八句话 (copy pasted)

1. 你 不 懂 、我 一 天 看 你 的 资 料 多 少 次 。
2. 你 不 懂 、看 到 你 的 狀 況 板 一 换 我 就 开 始 胡 思 乱 想 。
3. 你 不 懂 、上 网 跟 你 聊 天 ，都 会 开 心 的 大 笑 出 声 。
4. 你 不 懂 、当 我 一 上 线 看 到 你 不 在 线 的 时 候 是 一 阵 失 落 。
5. 你 不 懂 、当 所 有 人 都 说 你 不 好 ，不 适 合 我 的 时 候 ，我 就 只 是 说 了 一 句 “ 我 喜 欢 ” 。
6. 你 不 懂 、每 天 晚 上 上 线 了 ，就 只 为 等 你 一 句 晚 安 。
7. 你 不 懂 、因 为 你 一 句 幸 福 ， 我 可 以 付 出 多 少 。
8. 你 不 懂 、因 为 那 是 你 ，所 以 我 倍 感 珍 惜。

现在, 你懂了吗? :P

我爱你! 第一次用华语写这句话

Random!!

Right before spm i guess? awful nerve-wrecking moments! x( but look, i seemed so relaxed here.

Toilet times! look at may yee, she underwent 180 degrees changes!

OU, hunting for christmas presents for bf.

last day of 2010, finally get to meet him *wipes off sweat*

i look fugly i know but im just showing off my hang fuk face LOL!

Mother's day present/meal, heart-shaped beer burger for the dearest Mama Chua.

Undang course with chabo and yan rou. im the only one who havent take the test yet. when will i? *wonders*

Padini operation team aka cashier. quitted after 12 days! geez.

My punch card. i was always late for work, plus i always misplace the position of the card at the machine and thus, the time was punched at wrong columns for like, 3 times in total!

My messily scribbled, i mean manager's correction and signed punch card :'P

I will miss this work place, well actually i will only miss the awesomely updated hitz (songs)!

G2000 sales associate, started on 14th january, which is the 2nd day after i quit Padini.

Store room @women's. WIDE.

Store room @men's. SMALL. so freaking small that the ladder cant fit into the narrow pathway. i gotta climb up till the very top to grab the clothes and jump back down, like a typical MONKEY. though i havent tried going that HIGH before.

New velvet coated hangers. expensive stuffs.

I love the look of the tuxedo on this mannequin, so slim fitted and looks like a real person. i kept on staring at it :X siau.

New Cluedo packing! i used to play this when i was at primary school or maybe form 1 or 2. well i actually own one but never play it for a very long time. a creepy crime investigation game which is recommended to play during MIDNIGHT. people like me would stare at the surroundings while brushing my teeth after the game -,- shame shame.

Chabo just back from her productive Taiwan trip :)

This was CHRISTMAS DAY! hanging out with the crazy girls :D

Its freaking 3.20am now. gotta go bed. work tomorrow at 2pm. TOODLES!

-pearly-

Pink Bunny Day.

he'stootallforthispicture

HAPPY FIRST ANNIVERSARY!

@mutiara damansara

-pearly-

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Work.

Finally im here writing once again. i prefer not to blog before this as i'll surely be complaining about the job i chose to take before the current one.

so, my life was kinda dull now as i only get to work everyday and night. my relatives came and i was suppose to join them go shopping or whatever, its hopeless for me to join every plan theyre going for now.

im currently working as a promoter. before this i worked in Padini as a cashier. im wondering why did i so stupid enough to choose to be one. whenever i tell people that i switched job i feel stupid for myself, really. anyway, the environment there is the best, nice colleagues although i dont really understand what they were saying (they have these native slangs. cool but i dont get it!). nevertheless, the awesome manager. although shes a gossip lady and kinda bossy, she jokes and chit-chats with us. she knows how to analyse our personalities too like a gypsy! being the cashier was like a VIP, can hang out with the ah tao-s more often :P

one of my ah tao, justin, there is this funny convo between us:

on the first day of work...

justin: today is your first day hor, how was it, ok?

me: yeah, ok :)

after i resigned and was working for the last day...

justin: today is your last day hor, how was it, ok?

me: err yeah, ok heh :X

gosh, he said the same things like he did on my first day. though a friendly guy he is. i never meet this kinda ah tao anymore on my next work.

G2000.

the manager that i knew, which turned up to be the assistant manager, is under the REAL manager, which is a fierce one. well maybe is just her face. my colleague, which is a talkative aunty, kept on saying that shes very fierce again and again. and later said that she actually not thaaat fierce, just strict a bit, again and again. how to shut her mouth huh?

well my manager is always at the men's boutique, im now working at the women's. anyway next week im gonna be transferred to the men's. thats why is the aunty talking so much, as if im gonna be killed if i didnt say hello welcome! to the customers for one time. wish me luck k, for whatever "danger" im going though :D

chinese new year is coming soon! my anxiety is here again ohmygosh. anyway, G2000 is near the centre court of the curve so i can hear really clear about the events of performance happening on the stage. the women's is facing the stage's ass while the men's is directly facing the stage's face! yay me for the transfer the the men's. guess what, i feel happy whenever i hear those chinese new year songs with the crowds gathering around the stage. i think im crazy? anyway festive seasons are always cool, especially with many people here. thank god for the good boutique location. thats what a person can hope for when he's/she's working alone :\

It seems like im addicted to buying things now, and my mum is stopping me from letting me spend my money again and again. now that work has stopped me from going to times square, my attachment for shopping is RUINED! noooooooo.... i got a list here ya know :(

im still waiting to shop, for a new mobile phone as well. im crazy enough to think of getting myself an Aino, as if my so rich. anyway i want a new phone so badly. i have one reason for this.

Not to self: money is hard to be earned, stop spending.

-pearly-

漂亮女孩和普通女孩的十个区别 (copy pasted)

区别一

漂亮女孩周围总是有很多不同凡响的男孩，至少感觉很优秀。既然有这么优越的条件，漂亮女孩自然提高了眼界，他们勾画出未来的男朋友或爱人的形象无疑是完美无缺的，她们不停的选择，她们需要浪漫的快乐，等待她们的白马王子的到来。

普通女孩象普通人一样生活，很多时候身旁的男孩把她当作朋友却又经常忽视她们是女孩的事实。她们也会想象自己的白马王子，不同的是他是一个普通的人。普通女孩可以容忍男朋友有一些缺点，她们只需要这一生一世不变的爱。

区别二

漂亮女孩经常不知道该选择哪一个，常常对着月亮在祈祷神来告诉她。

普通女孩相信自己的选择，也相信自己一生的选择。

区别三

漂亮女孩有太多的机会，她们喜欢捉弄机会，喜欢短暂的浪漫，来展示她们的与众不同。他们经常告诉追求者“你只是他们中的普通一个”。

普通女孩用心去珍惜每一次机会，她们用一颗心来维护这感情持久。她们会用眼神和目光告诉他：“这是我们一生的选择”。

区别四

漂亮女孩的追求者每天都在考虑两个问题：一个是“情敌又多了吗？”，一个是“我怎样才能胜出”。通常第一个回答是肯定的，而第二个很多是否定的。

普通女孩的追求者只会偶尔想一想：如果她答应我了，我们就去骑自行车环岛。

区别五

漂亮女孩的男朋友和她的追求者没有本质的界限，虽然拥着她满是自豪，但每天躺在床上又要打算明天战斗，因为竞争太激烈了，通常这种生活要保持到那披上婚纱那一刻。

普通女孩的男朋友虽然没有那种自豪，但是心中很幸福，他默默告诉自己：生活需要平淡，我寻找的是共风雨的爱人，而不是炫耀的商品。

区别六

漂亮女孩经常不经意的把男朋友当做奴隶，因为她们觉这是应该的。她们毫不客气的做麦当劳的常客，穿巴黎春天的衣服，那微微翘起的嘴角仿佛告诉男友：“你的女朋友——我是最漂亮的，享用这些是应该的”。

普通女孩体贴入微的关心男朋友，因为她们觉得这个世界无论多苦多累，都不是自己一个人走，无论未来多么变换末测，都是两个人共同应付，珍惜他就是珍惜自己的未来。普通女孩偶尔也会奢侈一下，只是让男朋友只记得温馨与可爱。

区别七

漂亮女孩的爱情充满浪漫，她的心中从未考虑什么是持久的爱情。

普通女孩的爱情平淡无奇，她的心中向往浪漫，却更懂得天长地久的珍贵。

区别八

漂亮女孩的丈夫都很出色，出色的丈夫身旁有很多比漂亮女孩更漂亮更年轻的女孩，于是，漂亮女孩开始了保卫爱情的战役，因为她们知道当初自己可以吸引丈夫，那么那些女孩同样也可以吸引他。只是在漂亮女孩的心中她开始问自己：“什么是爱情”。

普通女孩的丈夫有的很出色，虽然也有出色的女孩围绕在他的周围，但是普通女孩知道：在众多选择中最终选择了自己的丈夫不会背叛自己，因为他懂得爱情不是美丽的外表。普通女孩会对自己说：我知道了爱情的含义了。

区别九

漂亮女孩的家庭并不稳定，漂亮女孩的漂亮外表渐渐变老，她在心中有很多疑问：当初我在追求什么，我又获得了什么。

普通女孩的家庭很幸福，常常听见自己刚刚懂事的儿女趴在耳边说：妈妈，你是最漂亮的，于是普通女孩笑了。

区别十

时间过得真快，漂亮女孩与普通女孩没什么区别了，岁月无情的掩盖了漂亮女孩曾经漂亮的外表。或许漂亮女孩终于找到了答案：原来这就是爱情。

普通女孩依旧普通，普通的心在回忆过去，在儿孙满堂时告诉别人，我没有错过珍贵的爱情。

鼓足勇气告诉别人：“在爱情和美丽之间，我选择了爱情”。

Im very sure that, im the normal girl. now and always.

-pearly-

Happy New Year 2011!!!

Happy new year people! i had a really really really awesome time counting down 2011 last night! and slept so late, like around 3am.

so, woke up at 7.30am by dad on the first day ever of January. what else? WORK of course! got on my L-size Padini polo tee and prepare hurriedly for work on time.

well, i get to know some of the crews there, and overall was tiring cuz it has been a long time i never worked. besides, i punched in my card late by 16minutes after my break time! was so regret cuz it gave my employer quite a bad impression, sigh. i swear i wont be repeating this crap anymore.

wish me luck, i gotta suit this atmosphere as soon as possible, cuz i want a joyful working life :)

my attire for work. no make up, no contacts, no nothing, just the original me :D

oh i actually look like im in one of my pajamas

pinkish red ribbon on my head :)

My wishes for the year 2011;

Stay fit

Pray MORE

Grow up in EVERYTHING

Socialize better

Think twice before i talk shit

Open my eyes bigger to everything i see, be smart

Study harder to achieve my dreams!

Own favorite things of mine

Everything goes smoothly in life

People i love will always possess great health and happiness

These are my wishes for the great year that just had begun. God bless all of you!

i want a horror movie with you :P

Cuz youre everywhere to me

when i close my eyes its you i see

and when i catch my breath its you i breathe

youre everything i know that makes me believe

IM NOT ALONE.

♥♥

the two hearts represent us.

Last Post of The Year!!!

Maybe im just a little immature, just hoping to have you here with me.

stay strong, i gotta conquer my weakness.

cuz imma ninja! >:)

Im now blogging now at 3.48am and it means that today will be my last day tweeting during late night with holiday tweet mate@haaanis, last night of having tons of chocolates by the laptop, last night of sleeping late too. cuz i got a job thats starting on Jan

1st and its at

@ ikano power centre! i like the atmosphere there, wide enough for me to move around, and so is the counter area, which is the position im working on, CASHIER! i suck at add maths but i guess maths will be fine for me :D mum keeps on reminding me not to count the payments wrongly and asked me to keep my eyes on false RM50. anyway, hope i'll enjoy the job, i know i will :D

p/s: i'll miss you, hanis farhanah!

with love :D

No special activities going on but i do have lots of random thoughts to share! less active on Blogger and more active on

Twitter! im lovin' it!

Follow me @Pearllish, only for people i know :)

Counting down for year 2011 at chin's place which is dpc, will text you tomorrow, hope you could make it!

New year resolutions for year 2011 on the next post!

2010, an awesome year it definitely is, i gain more experiences and ive grown up through all the bittersweet incidents. the year 2010 even sounds awesome itself :P 2011 sounds weird eh :X anyway, im looking forward for the new life, new people, new environment, and nevertheless, new improved development of our relationship. best of luck!

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE PEOPLE!

stay healthy, and happy!

-pearly-

HOHOHO!

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!

no presents for anyone of you >:P

Woke up at 1.40pm today and spent my whole day at Chin's place. may yee and qin yi tagged along. chit chatted like we never did before! its been a while, really. we decided to gather once every end of the month from next year onwards, which i'll be absolutely looking forward for. i hope to keep these awesome friends, as long as i could :)

Shien aka Chabo is heading to taiwan tomorrow, i mean today. and she will be back on the 3rd of january. I WILL MISS HER LIKE SERIOUSLY. take care babe!

2011 is coming soon;

will it be a great year? or a suckish year? it all up to myself. chances are always here, to take it or not is the only thing that matters. musnt let go any opportunities offered in life. my future is in my hands, i control every part of it. no more breaking promises made towards myself! i know, i always suck, i am a major loser, but this stupid labels will not stick to me forever. i could make the difference, give me time? GAMBATEH.

I AM STILL WAITING! and im doing fine here :D

Get well soon, take your time. i will be waiting for you, always will be :)

-pearly-

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Gym Geek.

Nothing better to do these days so i'll be heading to gym like, everyday i think?! i wanna be thinner seriously :( will be back if i have any activities going on for the holidays. good night!

P/s: take care :)

-pearly-

Nothing Left To Say.

impossible.

When im bored, the feeling is haunting me back, again.

i dont know how to change myself, i still fail to do so, even if i tried so hard

tell me, should i even do that? its suffering

my heart is aching, i dont know how will this last

only can pass these moments with tears

i hope this will end

but when will?

only to stare at the picture and think of any other useless things.

No matter whether is reason or solution

you'll still be the one

i dont crave for anything

i only want a lil moment with you.

I need you to understand

and i want a big big cuddly bear hug from you :)

-pearly-

OU with Fantastic 5.

me, mayyee, chin, au and hongpeng

OU today with Chin, Mayyee, Au and Hongpeng. shopped till we seriously drop today. despite that, we had a really great time out together. besides, theres something which is so so so cool about today *winks at chin* not gonna tell anyone of you :P

anyway i spent rm100+ for the very first time during outing with friends! so not gonna spend this kinda amount anymore nxe time. but i enjoyed so damn much. the christmas decoration of 2010 @ ou? not really thaaat special, i prefer RED shiny balls on trees than the present boxes, which looks so dull and unappealing :\

watched 2 movies today. first was Haunted Changi. damn it, i was so anticipated to see ghosts appearing against the screen but NO, not even one! well maybe only two appeared, which looks like humans only! those people were just running around the old hospital like freaks, and stupid things happened. im so regret to waste this 6 bucks. shall just treat it as a donation to tgv :X

next movie was Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, that was so so so awesome! 9/10! 1 mark "POOFS" due to the misunderstandings of names in the movie that were so hard to be reckoned. the sound effects were so amazing and its the first time im watching movie in such a high-volumed sound system! im so gonna catch up with the second part some day!!

dont take taxis at the new wing, try taking one at the old wing cuz it counts by the meter. the ones at the new wing count with a ticket which i dont know how they calculate the costs, its just killing your purse! 19 bucks for a way to BSD, isnt that ridiculous? im so not satisfied.

Freaking tired and gym again tomorrow, good night and sweet dreams!

-pearly-

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I ♥ MY MUM!

My To-do list of the day

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! and also to MinYue's mum :D

ive been a really really naughty daughter to you, being rebellious, disrespect, and stubborn. if id listen you like, from the start of everything, i might be a really successful kid right now *imagines* anyway, i'll grow up and be a better daughter to you, i'll live with your teachings about facts of life bearing on my mind, and i'll be a wiser person in life. i. gonna search for a motherly gift for you tomorrow! and and i'll cook lunch for the second time today, i love you mummy, and i hope to bring more and more happiness to you and dad when i grow up ♥

i wished i could blend into them, i tried to be sporting. but nevermind if i dont, its not a big matter anyway, just be good without me :)

-pearly-