Spit it all out.

Ya know, there are lotsa junks in my brain which makes me think a lot, making my thoughts go wrong. still, i prefer to speak them out, than doubting around and make myself sad or whatever. i still handle the circumstances, and you, will actually understand me better of who i really am. i know apologies from me dont mean anything now, im just hoping that im forgiven for all the mistaken thoughts, things i speak and actions ive made. i promise i will change, like what you said, dont think too much, or think positively. happy go lucky right? i guess i still need some time. i hope my misbehave wont affect your happy mood, im serious with whatever im writing here. you mean a lot to me.

im sorry.

-pearly-