Theyre complicated, they have many different thoughts that you might now even realize that there are even motives within.
I easily get influenced by people. anything they do might affect me. including bad things they say or do. i felt sad for the other side. i thought we're all one, but no, there are splits in between.
I should learn how to stand for my own rights, on my own side. do the way i think, not to be fooled or make-used. i learnt to forgive and to be carefree, i dont wanna make life complicated.
Why ruin my true friendship becuz of these people? its so not worth it ! becuz of my mistakes, i lead myself to the wrong path, and i nearly fell off the cliff.
True friends, i will not mistreat you anymore. i must learn to be rational, do whats right, give no support for whats wrong, not to be evil, to correct people for their mistakes. they worth the change.
here's the answer to your doubts: dont think too much, youre still the best, i know you trust me, dont you?
Im sorry, for making you sad. in fact i think i should share everything with you, to let you live with no doubts and worries, cuz these might affect your studies, and the most important thing, OUR DEAR FRIENDSHIP.
Please forgive me, ive learnt.
NEVER GIVE UP, remember? this should go the same to us :)
-pearly-
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