the reason of being nagged was super duper stupid, its about my bc AGAIN! WTF weih, i didnt mean to show my regret for not dropping it earlier and now im worrying of my pending request-confirmation of the dopping-off to the school -.- and i was really really mad when she blame everything all onto me, for not listening and to take her advice seriously. i was like hello, you never discouraged me to drop it anyway, you said it would be okay if i could manage to offer some time for practice, so i just took it as im in a effing stupid dilemma, and now you said it was ALL my fault for not dropping as what you said, well its just a part of what youve said. you said apparently EVERYTHING, this isnt fair at all. ive placed 100% of my thoughts into this decision making process but no one would just understand :'( but the most effing thing is, she compared me to her, WTF! i know im stupid but the subject has just made me went "F*CK!!!!!" #$&*%$*%@!!
tried to cool down in my room, meanwhile i cleaned up my closet, study table, floor and my bed. apparently everywhere in my room was dustless later then. its squeeky clean now ! weeee ~
dating my mp3 again after bath and also when was having dinner ;) never get to blog after that until its 1am.
guess what ?! i never sleep ! i browsed through the lagging fb page and watched Jennifer's Body after that ! boy it was an awesome movie ! meghan fox was horribly and seriously wild and hot :O was really a nice movie ;) lotsa kissing scenes too ! accompanied by my pillow and my Van houten chocolate bar. LOL the movie ended at around 3.45am, close to 4.
and now i am here, caught up blogging about yesterday's post and also today's ! the clock's gonna strike 6 and i gotta go to bed soon before dad and sis find out when they wake up soon ! i guess i shall end here, see yahh guys !!
p/s: i never get to send my good night message to you due to my irreloaded credits D; im sorry dear! iloveyou, good night!!! (i mean morning) :P
-pearly-
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