Shopping Day

Yesterday was very fun but tiring :) went to times square with qinyi. went through a long journey before reaching there. kinda exited cuz im not sure what to buy. hehe.

once reached there, we directly browsed through boutiques to boutiques to look out for any favourites, no longer we got our "finalists" to get :D we walked throughout the 3rd, 4th and 5th floor rounds and rounds to compare prices and also to confirm our final decisions of buying the clothes, we also helped each other to choose! i sooo glad that i get to help her in choosing the right ones :D we've been thinking for a long time and had been walking into the same shop to look and think again for many times :P finally ! we both got a dress and she got one more cute bouse.

this is the first time ive been choosing clothes that seriously :P luckily i didnt go home empty handed. literally, i never wear a dress before cuz im ot the type of girl who's used to sweet and lovely dresses, therefore kinda exited to try out something new :D

next round: a red/black/white long purse, flowery dress/blouse, skin product; time to save money yo !

here are some pictures :D

we LOVE our drinks :D

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after shopping, RELAXED !

Qinyi :)

:D

conclusion, its all the :D face all the way, i love my mum for allowing me to go, will be a good good girl for sure ;)

i love you. and i reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally dont want to leave you no matter what happens, my dear.

-pearly-

Freaking hot !

Hee, the freaking line's so freaking fine right now x) so, its 5 Minutes To Midnight by Boys Like Girls playing comfortably on my mp3 right now, time to blog!

well, ive realised that the most suitable time for me to blog is always midnight like now, maybe it feels calm and ideas of writing approaches ahead? hmm nevermind, i dont wanna write like some professional authors, just a simple post for comfortable readings will do :) my mood's alright now cuz ive just saw happy people around everywhere on facebook and blogs, with their love ones looking so freaking sweet :P and also, ive read a cute and funny blog from a friend here, it cheers me up much :) FOLLOWED!

so, today was a so-called Earth Day for some areas in my residential area. i forgot about it while sleeping with the fan on till i had a press on the button of the fan *clicks* OHHH WTF! the power's off! -.- woke up then, headed down to the living room and walked around idling, and lied on the couch, thinking whether if i should walk to McD by myself while my mum and sis were still asleep? but we all ended up rushing there to have our lunch although the electricity's back at 3, while some area's still suffering in hotness.

some random stuff happened, i saw my Friendster's friend whom ive known back in few years ago! *blurred* still looking hot ? anyway ive blocked him in fs :X

i think nothing much for today, i hopw i'll be enjoying tomorrow ;) i want brand new clothes in my closet !! ive got a small list in my mind now, like finally :D

ohh well, i guess its time for bed now, lets forget anything sad and doubtful or moody that had happened which often pushes us down, live our lives as enjoyable and relax as possible. life is short, why bother living it with a mind full of worries ? good night! i love you.

"dont wanna kiss, dont wanna touch, just smoke one cigarette and run,"


-pearly-
if only youre as thoughtful as they are, i would be happier.

Chill out, whatcha yelling for ?

Went to sunway pyramid with family to chill out today :) had fun. and the best part is that i found out that there're boutiques with their clothes selling in reasonable prices, i should be saving my money from now on :) anyway i bought a pair of new ear rings today ! gonna start wearing a pair after leaving my ears empty without decorating them for a long long long time ;)

by the way im still not sure about what im gonna buy on tuesday when im going to times square. anyway i think i should get myself a cool jacket, woots i even feel comfortable when it comes to think of it ;) haha, i hope i'll enjoy till the max on that day !
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♥

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syok sendiri

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spotted this in front of a fancy shop, may yee's favourite! too bad i cant get to upload pics onto facebook to tag the girls :(

i hope i can ignore you in able to stop my addiction and obsession towards you

cuz it is too suffering to feel you

-pearly-

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Stupid add math project

Went to fish's house to do add math project yesterday. haih, its just simply wasting my time, i should be at the gym that morning! one fun thing is, that we get to take pics of the products secretively, like a spy 8D and plus, we watched a ghost movie named Stay Alive, thanks to puan with her CD. SYOK!

theyre searching for Pokemon the movie -.-

these two szbos are playing their hp game, childish but really nice to play ;) check out their faces:

:O

D:

fish's idling

we went out to 99 speed mart, grand union and kepong jusco to check out the prices of the products to be compared, had a nice ice cream and lunch, which is Cheese baked spagetti with chicken chop and Strawberry milk shake, woots!

:D

Cuz maybe its true, that i cant live without you;

Because two is better than one ...

-pearly-

Blog as my Twitter ?!

Oopsy, due to the stupiak over-capacity thingy happening in Twitter's website, i gotta replace it with my blog D: thats horrible, im spamming my blog? haih whatever, anyways i got something to share.

erm its about love, this post is so true for me, thumbs up!

shes happy and living a protective love life now, feels great for her. check this out :) thats so sweet.

p/s: that bitch's just too horrible to be true, hate that siau siau attitude! F.O.F ;)

this is soo meaningful! copied from someone's blog. i want YOU to read it ;)

WHOA! FINALLY A GHOST MOVIE NOW! \m/ toodles!


-pearly-

Rick Price - Heaven Knows

This is a sad yet a sweet song, i love it sooo much. its out in the year 1992. ive been wondering whats the song's name since i last heard in MPH when its played. and finally, ive found it when im listening to the old CD, thank god. thanks to Rick for the sweet voice :) its a must-listen!

She's always on my mind
from the time i wake up
'till i close my eyes
she's everywhere i go
she's all i know

Though she's so far away
it's just keeps getting stronger
every day
and even now she's gone
i'm still holding on

So tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray
cause heaven knows

My friends keep telling me
that if you really love her
you've gotta set her free
and if she returns in kind
i'll know she's mine

So tell me where do i start
cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her go

Maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray
cause heaven knows

Why i live in despair
cause wide awake or dreaming
i know she's never there
and all these time i act so brave
i'm shaking inside
why does it hurt me so...

Maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray
cause heaven knows
heaven knows

Heaven knows.....

now he looks like this, so hot :)

Speechless

Are you really that cool? i just feel like a crazy stalker or a little fan of you like all the time. gahhh, its you. youre the only one, the real only one that can make me go crazy this much. make me drooling like all the time, make me stalk you like some random stalkers, make me think of you like everyday and night, make me feel sick when youre gone without saying good bye, make me feel like a man whos like so damn obsessed with his dream girl, make me extend the range of my desirement of hugging you as wide as the fact that i miss and think of you. i really dislike loving you more than loving myself :(

any solution to overcome this problem? i can hardly focus on my walk in my life and im losing track most of the time. anyone please help me?

p/s: when should i start my studies?


-pearly-

Siau ?

I hate it a lot when your actions are dragging my emotions along as well. how should i overcome this problem ? nearly cant sleep last night, grrrr.MAde

gotta be a long day today, all the best.

p/s: 2 packets of maggi curry today was a big success!


-pearly-

Jason Castro - Lets fall in love again

Lols, i love this song so much ! jason's sweet voice of his vocals and his cute smiles often cheer me up :D check it out !

Let’s pretend baby
That you’ve just met me
And I’ve never seen you before
I’ll tell all my friends
That I think you’re starin’
And you say the same to yours

And oh, we’ll dance around it all night
And then I’ll follow you outside
And try to open up my mouth
And nothing comes out right

And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don’t have to try
It’s so easy
Who needs to pretend ?
But because it’s so funny
Let’s just think about it, honey
Let’s just fall in love again

I’ll call you in three days
Not too soon, not too late
And I’ll ask your roommate if you’re home
You call me on Thursday
And we’ll hang out all day
Then fall asleep on the phone

And oh, I’ll hold your hand when we drive
And we’ll lose track of all the time
And we’ll tell everyone
That we ain’t never felt so alive

And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don’t have to try
It’s so easy
Who needs to pretend?
But because it’s so funny
Let’s just think about it, honey
Let’s just fall in love again

We’ll fall disgustingly fast
And we’ll stop hangin’ out with friends
And they’ll be so offended
And I wanna fall in love with you again
I don’t have to try
It’s so easy
Who needs to pretend?
But because it’s so funny
Let’s just think about it, honey
Let’s just fall in love again

Let’s just fall in love again
So, let’s just fall in love again ♥

thanks for the smiles, baby :D

Random stuffs within the hols.

Heyya, just got back onto blog after off for a few days to the gym and, facebook. so, recently misery doesnt attack my emotions, at least im kinda stable without worrying much about shits. today there are many aunties in the gym, damn crowded and the treadmills are all used up. waited for so long till i got my turn to jog. got to walk 10 mins and jog for 20 mins, hmm considered a better result than last saturday, which can last till 1 min only, but the speed today is 7, aint 9. only get to use the treadmill for 30 mins, one lady is already waiting behind, stopped and got down instantly then (dont wanna get scolded/embarrassed). only done for an hour of total time in the gym, went to the bathroom and chit chatted with chin.

later, went to mcd for lunch, chatted alot with the girls. and now i really understand that people are complicated mentally, much more complicated compared to mine. i dislike this kinda life, i prefer a simple, relax and happy one, which is always unforgettable :) god damn it, there are a few girls busy showing their maniac sides on facebook, i hate it very much, theyre just polluting the names of being girls. grrrr. can diam diam and dont post cacat stuffs to the public ?!

gosh, youre finally back tomorrow ! cant wait to meet you one day, but not too soon cuz im looking sickening these days, all becuz of that effing pimple that caused me digging ! just hoping that the lil scar on my face will fade itself quickly. long time to see dear, ive been missing you so much ya know? damn lifeless and less fun, i often look at your picture and imagine that youre right here by my side :) time for some candy-like moments for the rest of the holidays, i wish.givemesomehugsandkisses:D

i am such a sensitive girl. abit of case can make me sooo jealous or envy. i hate this behaviour so much. i wanna try to relax, chill and think slightly a lil more openly? oh please change me, my god !

yoohoo! my texting fever starts tomorrow !

nights people, i wish to spend a happier tomorrow.


-pearly-

Time to sleep ?!

OMFG, its 6am in the morn and my ass is still stuck onto the comfy chair stalking people (teehee)

am going to bed now. you must be sleeping really soundly now, or, just woke up? :O anyway miss you always. thinking of you babe.


-pearly-

Attitude

Ive often being took over by other's thoughts due to my lack of ideas. such an idealess shit, i suck.

i should start to create a brand new pearly, thats not to be bullied, and also, has her very own attitude. stop the hanging!


-pearly-

:')

I promise, i'll forget everything unhappy among us. i finally understand you, i hope my guessing and thoughts are right, i think i got the base of you. i hope the increment of speed of the passing time, i wanna see you again. Kiss the rain by Yiruma gave me the tears and inspiration.


-pearly-


i love you.

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now ♥

I need you now, i miss you so. this song speaks my true feelings.

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cuz I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah~

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now ~
I just need you now ~
Ohh, baby, I need you now ~

♥

-pearly-

After thoughts @ throughout the month of May

Its close to the end of may. fuh~ so many things happened i guess. conflicts, depressions, tears and all. family, relationship, and the most effing one --- STUDIES.

gosh im sooo damn tired of all of these. just imagine, how does it feel like when every probs that you have to take into your thoughts come squeezing into your mind at a single time? i just feel like blasting off, bursting out ! i hate studies, sucks man. to get an A, i might have to spend more than 3 hours of my time with the books a day like, daily, omg ! so boring, a resemblance or working as a robot. last tuesday night right before biology paper, i was up writing all the tips given and trying hard to memorise them. GEEZ !! and guess what, i never close my eyes for the whole night until i sat for the paper. my first time weh, i was so scared that i will faint but i finally made it through the day. damn, the biology paper 2 questions are so boring that i could fall asleep while doing it halfway, nah im not boasting, i was just creating my own biology theory 8D same goes to physics, muahahah.

add maths and maths was a total failure, im stuck in every questions of the paper and just hoping to dig out part of the marks from the questions. as for maths, i just forgotten to do one full question ! its weird that i never find that page in my question paper. strange !! ive given up -.- chemistry next week, my favourite subject at the moment :) i hope i will score well and make use of my tuition notes and teachings, and also, not to let my beloved pn low down, although i rarely listen to her teachings, haha.

Relationships, its all about toleration, loyalty, patience and trust. any lacking of one of these aspects may put on a full stop on a love story. i never tolerate, im too ego, and ive learnt. i hope i dont ruin any of the aftertaste that we've enjoyed together. besides, we need time for any corrections, aight? stay strong people, dont break a heart.

I can nearly understand a child's feeling when i see someone shows some physically unusual behaviours, do they need more attention? should we listen more to the fillings of their little hearts? i just dont want the tiny prob to be enlarged with time.

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aiks, im tired, but still playing computer here. "Arent you scared that tomorrow will be an extra tired day to study? you should control more of yourself," thats what my heart told me. i replied: "Well, maybe just a few glance on my facebook profile, some musics and a post or two for my blog will do right? :P "

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last but not least,

HAPPY WESAK DAY !

lets offer good deeds throughout our lives !

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I must work harder for life and a brighter future, i must appreciate everyone beside me, everyone i connect my minds with everyday. good luck everybody! and also all the best to me, and you ♥

-pearly-

Tension

Whoa whoa WHOA !!!!! mid term tests are just around the very corner ! im felt so stressed handling all the accumulated works and revisions from my thick books and all :( its just next week and i havent get things settled properly yet. i need more support from my girls and dear now.

this is just a short post before i stop online for like, 3 weeks. ive got the chance to sneak into the internet while im charging my mp3 now, which it will help me release part of my stress by enjoying my favouite muics :) thanks, mp3 :P

Good luck to all in your exams, especially the selangor students :) FIGHTING!


-pearly-

Mother's day eveeeee

Its mother's day eve and i was staying at home like a practical good girl :P never join the guys for everyone's beloved IpMan, but luckily i didnt, cuz my voice sounded damn awful, or as for an example, toad? D; eww i hate it, especially when i cant shout out loud well at home :O

so, ive been thinking of a plan to surprise my mum but remain idealess. later i came up with a baking plan and asked friends to join me but its too late to prepare all the stuffs i such a rush so i decided to bake myself at home instead. and since this is the first time im learning to bake, i decided to tell my mum about it, so that she can guide me along while im on progress, but the thing is that, shes not allowed to touch any of the ingredients or utensils, cuz shes not suppose to :P therefore this plan is not really a surprise after all.

credits to big sis for fetching me to get the ingredients bought. everything's a mess when i started with the biscuits crumbs, cheese, and butter. got some on the floor too :O but overall was okay, the steps are many but simple. i took 2 hours and 45 mins to finish up everything. sweat a little cuz i never turn on the fan as im afraid the wind will blow off the powder stuff everywhere @@

when its done i cleaned and washed up everything in the sink and table all by myself. what a tough thing to do, especially when im having a bad headache and flu ! arghhh god, my sore throat nightmare had just ended alright ?! and now these two again -.- what a luck. im kinda afraid of h1n1 though :O CHOI ! i wont get it @@

the funny part is, i cant smell anything fom the oven after i had placed the tray in for a while :O but later, i realised that mum had actually turned on he wrong temperature ! aduh, no wonder theres no smell of the cake ! xD

later, we can finally smell the fregrance ! but well actually not me, my flu is preventing from smelling anything D;

i can hear my mum kept on saying that the cake smells good and cant wait to try it :) really glad to see her eagerness to try it~

i ate my lunch at 6pm and i was soo hungry that i finished up the whole chicken porrige in the pot, including kim's share D; poor sis LOL, anyway this taught her a lesson not to play the lappy till abandon her empty stomach. later then i ate my black glutinous rice dessert as well, yummy ! and now i had no appetite for dinner. plus, with my stucked nose, i cant taste anything, its meaningless to eat after all >:(

Was actually going for badminton with dad but i turned him down reluctantly as im not feeling well and i havent study a thing today as ive promised myself before. should i stay up late at night, enuring the sickness and study ? i guess so.

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pics to share;

in the oven (peeked with my torchlight)

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done ! i wish i could cover the top part with icing or whip cream or something :\

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dessert from 记得食 @ KepongBaru. long time no eat !

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-pearly-

Tokio Hotel !!!!!!!!!!

I was nerding around in my room, targeting to study for 8 hours but all of a sudden kim came knocking on the door (well she knocked cuz i locked and she couldnt open the door) and asked if i wanna go to watch TH's concert in OU. i jumped like siau and went blur, and answered: OF COURSE ! she contacted her friend ailynn to ask her cousin to reserve one for me. WOOTS!

BUT BUT BUT how bout my 8-hour study plan ?! habis lo, will try again tomorrow @@

went there and queue up, damn long queue i tell you, but we're not at the back. and later realised that ailynn's cousin actually has 2 more extra tickets @@ but its too late to ask anyone to go so yeah, wasted !

waited in the crowded and stuffy environment with stupid people pushing around. i pushed them back and act stupid as well -.- siau man. then the dj-s kept on playing ClubHitz, for like, 3 hours ?! omg wait till many people pointed middle finger @@

at last they appeared ! FINALLY ! woots woots woots, damn HOT !! i was screaming like mad, with the stupid girl covering her ears in front of me, but who cares?! x) i screamed even more for her (lalala) :P the section where i stood there're these hot people who shakes and waves, fun !

TH only sang for an hour, ended with the song Monsoon ! my favourite ! finally i can sing with them x) but they sang in German version, i sang in Engish -.-

i love tokio hotel ! they will be coming back to Malaysia in the future ! support you guys !

there're four of them in this pic ! ♥

love this, Bill's solo shot

thats me -.- after being caught in the rain, half-drank water by Bill ♥ and sweat !

p/s: credits to Azizul for the pictures !
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-pearly-

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Labours' Day

Yo its saturday and coincidently its labours' day, lucky for those who have tuitions today, enjoy your break guys x)

ok so im suppose to study today, the only day without a single plan or tuitions. mr peeter asked us to study 8 hours today, well not consecutively of course. woots what a bigg plan :) can i make it? i hope so. after blogging imma go and break my record !

line sucked like shit today, i cant get to upload pics onto my AmericanIdol post :( bored man, somemore hitz.fm's musics sucked too, so as facebook! my girls are offline :(

i guess imma start working out now ! wish me luck people :)

p/s: when will i start off with my add maths and accounts? im lazy to write :(


-pearly-

Sioban Magnus and American Idol

Siobhan from american idol! finally shes out LOL :X im stressful-no-more. she always said that shes happy to be compared to adam lambert with her irritating screaming voice. watch your words girl, its copy, not compare (grrr) i dont know why i have such prejudicial thoughts on here, geez.

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shes sweet .....

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shes pretty .....

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until ..........

she screams whenever she reaches the climax of her song like every single week again .....
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and again .....
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and again ..........

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and again ..........
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and again ..........

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and again ..........

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and again ! sick of it, stop copying my adam lambert please :P

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anyway, i love her hair so much !! who can get me this hair cut ?! :(

woots woots!

during Idol Gives Back week, the artistes i love ;

BEP! plus, awesome stage !
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Carrie Undewood

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Alicia Keys
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Elliot Yamin (♪ baby i will wait for you~)

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David Cook ! i gotta admit that this picture is not nice x( bad shooting skills !

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Tim is out during this week ! sad :'( (bcuz no more lengzai in this season anymore!)

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Orianthi ! :)

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this season's AmericanIdol is boring for me cuz no hotties and no favourite singing styles that i like :( sad ! and i can realise that the judges give negative judgements on the finalists' performances like, usually :(

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p/s: tonight's internet line is smooth ! awesome !!

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-pearly-

050210

Solved

i dont want this freaking mistake and misunderstanding to happy anymore !

im lucky enough to own a guy like you who gives into me and tolerates when we meet problems. ILY!!!!!
stay strong, never give up !


-pearly-

:(

im STUPID, im USELESS, i CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT .

i miss you so much in such a short while
i need xo


-pearly-

freak

Imma a fucking failure, i never touch much of my books this week *slaps myself* this is so damn horrible, mid-terms are in 3 weeks alright ?! yeah, and i dont have the time to squeeze everything in my head within this short period of time. i got the only solution, is to study every sec non-stop, but how can i do that? im always tired after school, is it becuz of schooling which makes me tired due to waking up in the morning or, im suffering insufficient of vitamins ? HELP ME !

i onlined the entire day practically (thatsucks!) imma hopeless shit ! forget it, i shall wake up early in the morning tomorrow and study non-stop ! i swear i will, i know im determined.

chatting on msn as usual, internet sucked as usual, but the unusual thing is, problems appeared so instantly, i can hardly take it.

WTF, my dad claimed that my chemistry papers file, which im reading then daily, was a tool for me to sleep with ! i couldnt take it anymore, no one will STILL ever know me, even my parents themselves. i put my efforts into studies but no one will even give a DAMN. *tears flow*

later i gossiped, knew lotsa dirty little secrets ! shocking and unbelievable ! no i cant accept them ! although its non of my business like, AT ALL :P

my mood is effing bad tonight. i know i suck, i know im sensitive ! but its not up to my control, it is me, im sorry for being doubtful bcuz youre just too charming to me, im really scare distance will take over our relationship one day. im really afraid when pn tong said that when we leave high school everyone will go their own different way T.T can i change the fact? nothing will ever force me to let you go no matter what.

i know i make you sad most of the time due to my sensitivity, it changes you 180 degrees. dont tell me its your own problems, nothing will make you sad, im the only one. im suck enough to tear your smile off your sweet and cheerful face. i bring you burden, it makes you turning yourself into the unusual you. the biggest problem is that, i get even sad when youre sad. wtf am i thinking? i make you sad and then i get sad again. (fuck) stupid shit man, im USELESS ! my heart aches whenever i know that youre down, literally ! the pain forces tears to flow down my eyes, what should i do to cheer you up again.

i hate so much being imperfect, i hate my life full of obstacles and frustrations which stalks my nature characteristics, but im aint giving up on my life, i got the confidence to build the sand castle up again whenever the sea water destroys it again and again. i will never give up. god bless me.

the Script's Breakeven boosts up my emotions, is it a good or bad thing?


-pearly-

Neutral Sunday

Today ive done nothing much, woke up quite early to online cuz last night's line sucked like hell. but today's wasnt any better though D; and i found that plurk was so boring cuz not much people's using this website, still facebook's the best ! ;) but the line's freaking lag ! i hate this like soo muchhhhh.

so, ive thought of downloading musics then :) thanks to dhivan and shien, i got tons of new musics here ! some are old ones, and also some are familiar ones that the lazy dj-s on radio stations never wanna mention the name (grrr), so yeah, gonna transfer them all into my mp3 after downloading ! weeeee ~

Tokio Hotel is smoking hot ! dont really have much comments about their physical outlooks but their musics are nice! well maybe two or three of them :P Monsoon and Automatic are the BEST! Bill Kaulitz's voice is sooo sexy and hottttt :D

here's the lyrics of Monsoon, damn romantic weih ! love it love it love it !

Tokio Hotel - Monsoon

I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room is cold, it's making me insane
I've been waitin' here so long
Another moment seems to've come
I see the dark clouds comin' up again

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I'll think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon
Just me and you

A halfmoon fading from my sight
I see your vision in its light
But now it's gone and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now
Can hear your name,I don't know how
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I'll think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

Hey!
Hey!

I'm fighting all this power coming in my way
Let it take me straight to you,
I'll be running night and day
I'll be with you soon
Just me and you
We'll be there soon
So soon

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I'll think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon
Through the monsoon
Just me and you
Through the monsoon
Just me and you ~

woot woot ! so pretty !!!!! LOL

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Awesome Saturday !

Today was really cool as i got the chance to relax like finally ! it had been a hectic and tiring week that ive been through, i slept only after 12am in each and everyday, felt tired right now even when i started thinking back of the routines progressed. but tell you what, its been really awesome, i started to love myself more for behaving this well :) plus i started to become a nerd again, dont feel like going shopping like, at all :O just the resemblance of the old Pearly :D i really hope that this nerdy characteristic can last till the end of this year before i take a deep breath and relax till the very max :) i love you Pearly, all the best !

this nerd's looking awful, but i dont think nerds are lifeless at all, at least they study :)

had a peek on my facebook profile, saw vincent's wall post which had tagged me and the mcd gang. guess what, he's leaving mcd bsd !! what a sad thing. he had been really a strict and dicipline manager who is really hyginic throughout our working periods, he taught us the most stuff which we had never learnt before in our life for 17 years, he had treated us like VIP crews each and every time, these may not been shown in his expressions but still, i gotta feeling ! and now that he's leaving, i felt that im gonna miss him really much all of a sudden. he thinks about us even when he's leaving, he called us the McD Family, he is actually still treating us as his own employees even when we had left work for months already. btw he had a rise on his post at mcd, a big congrats to him !!! cheers, for the best of luck in your future, mr. Vincent Chan. WE LOVE YOU.

Went to ou with dear today, damn fun woih ! i mean like really damn fun, hehehe relax sial. i wonder when's our next day out ? Our bond was created and will never be destroyed ;) i love you babe.

p/s: i cant spam facebook right now ! spammed on plurk instead ;) boring man, msn lags as well WTF. STREAMYX SUCKS !!!

Finally here's an update

Long time never moles my blog already LOL. nothing much happened these days. skippied classes, especially english periods to avoid the damn oral test, to help out with the my sport house to prepare for the sports day, which is successfully held today :) wow after the oral i did felt a big relief ! :O screw oral tests ! never studied the rest ofthe subjects at all, lazy shit man, kept wandering around daily like a... a... wonder ghost ? wtf, superb bad example to use (prays)

2 bad incidents had happened since last thursday. it was crazy, i created these problems practically, what a noobie. i have no idea of ways to solve these, tears kept on flowing non-stop, unlike the usual me at all -.- damn emo and stressed. no one can help me ? i guess its just the typical me, not getting use with helps of others to solve personal problems, cuz these are embarrassing. all i do is to hide myself alone in the stuffing-aired room, feeling warm, lonely, while facing the white walls helplessly. thats so damn awful, felt like its so damn hard to live on.

today was finally the day. school's yearly sports day. all houses are so energetic this year :) especially the seniors, maybe its bcuz its the last year for al of them? really placed full efforts into the mascots, marching routines and costumes for the marching crews. its really awesome, the arts room was packed with everyone and colourful paints around :D glad to see everything goes well till this very bigg day arrives ~

i joined the pbsm march, not everything was planned early, so it was kinda rush. i hate it when people doesnt cooperate and does things with a 'whatever' style, it pisses me off like eff. hate to work out with the mentally sick people who thinks they are effing big, i screamed at her while bursting out in anger, i was so satisfied ! but i know its stupid now when come to think of it, i dont have to be so aggresive anyway, our routine is not as complicated and facinating as the other teams who have coaches guiding them along day by day.

the sporty spirit had surrounded the stadium compound thoroughly. i never really watched he events as im enjoying my time with *toot*. though my mood was up and down, cuz 1 of my prob was still not settled yet D; gelisah sial.

back at home, ive finlly boosted up my guts till the max and did what should i did - to apologize to someone. and from these 2 big incidents ive learnt, is to not to be rude, immature and irrespect while speaking to parents and also to other people in our daily lives, and also to trust our love ones with our true heart no matter what happens, not to doubt or suspect anybody, which will surely ruin the relationship.

Parents and our Love ones are the greatest gifts that we got form God, must appreciate them every single second, not when youre leaving or losing them !

peace out people ! for the best of luck ~


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Shares the melody

I listen to this song whenever im lonely or down or syok or something. David's just so awesome, and i love this song so much and non-stop playing it recently, although it doesnt seem to be new. i want a new album from you, David Cook !! always waiting ~

here is David Cook with Life On The Moon, enjoy (;

Here in this crowd I'm feeling all alone
Turn me around and point me back to home
I'm getting lost more everyday
And I can't tear myself away
From the stars in my eyes with no light
Here are my terms, have some faith in me
And I'll let you be who you need to be

chorus;
Life on the moon
couldn't be any stranger
Life on the moon
wouldn't feel this far away?
The life that I knew is trough
And I'm gonna need you more than ever
I'm alone in this crowded room
Its like life on the moon

Flown off the ground my head's up in the air
Self conscious to a fault with all the people everywhere
Is getting harder everynight to take the punches left and right
Just to know that you're here by my side
Here are my terms have some faith in me
And I'll let you be who you need to be

(repeat chorus)

Getting lost in my own atmosphere
Stars in the sky are the stars in my eyes
Is the cost of getting out of here alive

(repeat chorus)

Life on the moon..... Life on the moon.....
The life that I knew is through
And im gonna need you more than ever
Im alone in this crowded room
Its like life on the moon
Life on the moon .

im so lonely without you. i will try hard to help myself in getting up whenever i fall.
xoxo

Suckish Saturday

It was a nice saturday and the sun was right up in the sky shining its bright light proudly upon my ass. was about to wake up, going club to eat books with shien today.

i cant run away from the fact that im sick. you know what, its sooo impossible to avoid it once i felt my throat drying like hell. nothing can rehydrate it. i just dont understand ! and now i got slight flu, itchy throat, minor coughs and crazy headache, which made me shakes my head like this .....

Son Dam Bi in Are You Crazy (not that sexy though)

i went to bed straight after back at 6.30pm. slept till 1030pm. i know im lifeless, a weak shit. i recalled and felt disappointed of myself being a failure of persuading sejarah to enter my brain earlier in the afternoon. it sucks unlike the usual time-out with it. no one's able to help me (erm hello? god?) still, im slacking cuz my mid-term tests are on the middle of May, but my fellow friends are already felt uncomfortable on their chairs due to the REAL SPM tests on November. wth? i wish i could be like that, i love being anxious and nervous cuz it proves that i care and it means a thing to me. but it results in growing more ans MORE white hair. f that.

nevermind nevermind, chilll. i'll start my work again after my good good rest. what i can do now is only --- ONLINE -.-

i miss you, i need you right now. it's so weird that the moments that i need you the most are the times that's impossible that you'll be here for me. omg !

tomorrow got add math tuition OMG, the tuition class which i hated the most. i dont understand and i never bother to analyse the work which im suppose to finish in time. is it me being too lazy or, its the time that is passing so damn fast ?

im a total loser. i suck big time, like what rj said ( he's joking though) but thats the truth, the undeniable one. it all showned in mr suguz's bm class. he seemed to be prejudicial towards me? he asks me questions that i often fail to answer; he asks me meanings of words that are impossible for an idiot like me to speak out the resemblance of those words; he claims that i post photos up on facebook and seldom study which i never do, those photos are tagged by my friends ok! and before he left the class yesterday, he suddenly turned to me and showed me his expressless face and said: "lately youre quite sombong already huh, you seldom smile nowadays." i instantly got down after that, is he serious or joking? i cant differentiate anything between these two. i never mean this, i laugh in class when i have the feelings to, i know my face is looking stuck-up (hidung tinggi) when i never smiles. blame myself for having that noob face. or maybe its becuz of the frustrations im suffering from lately? I DONT KNOW! im afraid he might be giving up on a suckish student like me D; NOOO ! i am helpless.

its 2.51am now. its time and i should be lying on bed right now. i couldnt be thinking any much more for life. shall just beat it ! i must work even harder conquer my obstacles. can i learn kick boxing like Bernice Liu just to let out everything sad?

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April Fool !

As usual in school on april fool's day LOL. laughed like mad and all, aww how i love the crazy friends ;) may yee was like treating this day as her Valentine's day? cuz shed been confessing to anyone she saw in school to be her wife @@ wth ?! and for your information ive instantly became her so-called 7th wife. EWWW! xD

got pranked by friends with lotsa random ways, like: "Look! teacher's here!" *turn's head to the door* "HAHAHA APRIL FOOL!" gosh gonna faint already @@ but the worst is lotsa of us had eaten oreos which are coated with Darlie toothpste! WTF man, i thought she was kind and everyone's joking when they said we're eating those stuff. i only knew it was real on my way home X.X

anyway it was my first time got pranked seriously as that xD and its awesome!

i shall end here :P nothing much to talk about. oh yeah, imma run and jump more ! my little sis's been repeating that im shorter and shorter as time goes by D; WTF?!

btw;
minority ideas + narrow thoughts + inconsiderate manners towards all commitees = a leader that suck
the way you rule sucks big time. everyone thinks so! youre not the leader anyway, so please stfu.
*sorry for being rude, but shes just too much.*


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the Earth - hour Day

LOL! theres no other title to put so i placed that "earth hour day" on :X anyway today was nice, at least im not bored in the dark, went to alsafa with the buddies and dear, freaking horny and crappy man ! but i seriously loved it, enjoyed laughing with our mouths widely opened :OO hehehe. though im kinda sad when its time to go home D; my ass has stuck to the chair man !

some people are having even more frustrations than me, i should appreciate my life without any other doubts and messed-ups which is even more serious, i must treasure everything :) and to the emos, please cheer up ! i felt really bad as a buddy to see them in this situation and unable to help a thing. well i had advices with me anyway, its Free Of Charge so take it and make full use of it :) lets destroy the world of emoness together alright !!!

youre the only brand of drug that im consuming (loyal huh :P) and you had made the girl wild! you made me think of you every second everyday, having the urge within my heart to hug you, really felt uncomfortable without it, down and also suffers badly. gosh im mad, im really am :P youre also the only one who is able to make me so "exited" whenever im with you, whoa its really my first time a person will make me feel so extreme ! im always yours babe, always yours :DDILOVEYOUDEAR!!!

Btw i spotted a news of Miley Cyrus with her bf Liam Hemsworth on yahoo, had been dating for 10 months already, i guessed they filmed a movie of their love story named "The Last Song" recently ! anyway i found out that miley had got thinner abit as i watched her appearence as a guest aka vocal advicer on the current season of American Idol, whoa she does has the potential to judge the finalists' voices on AI huh? never thought so @@ yup youre right, ive under estimated her, cuz she has this rough voice and rough postures in her music videos -.- plus, one of the contestants sang her song "The Climb" and got knocked out instantly after the nationwide vote, while another one who has the resemblance vocals of hers got kicked off lately as well :O BUT Simon Cowell complimented her profession like OMG ?!

anyway her bf is freaking hot man ! an australian actor :O

gahhh!!!

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the girls behind are envious? LOL

.

woots passionate !

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:D

Gagaga, just being random.

my daily schedule had messed up thoroughly by myself :O can anyone tell me what to do ?! but please allow me to stay relax at times. more and more people getting down lately? thats awful man, may everyone stay up in their cheerful mode, would they? :)

school was a crap, literally. ive been talking and talking in every single second, the teachers that really teaches are pn elly, pn norliza and pn faridah. i dont listen to faridah cuz shes soo boastful about her teaching skills, as if shes something to us :P i use the module paper and cover my face and talks to chin as usual during her classes xD

chin had brought lotsa booklets regarding universities in overseas, but we arent reading about the courses provided, but the pictures printed within :PP it was like soo fun to see the hot guys posing inside the booklets :P please mind my freaking nutness :D

nothing much to post anymore, this blog is soo dead xD

try listening to this song, not bad ;) Taio Cruz feat Ludacris - Break Your Heart
i downloaded the same song one after another until i finally got the right version one. phewww !

And by the way, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY ! i'll try to behave well to avoid lecture sessions :P


i miss you like so damn much whenever youre not here with me, even its only for a second.
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miss you

where'd you go ?

i miss you so

it seems like its been forever

that youve been gone ..........

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It shall all end today

It was a fine and cool morning, woke up at 7.06am or earlier, felt like going to the gym but somehow something stupid had stopped me from wanting to move on. so had planned to sleep back again but was prevented by the fact that i cant close my eyes anymore @@ oh shit what shall i do now, ive practically wasted the whole morning idling.

onlined awhile, felt envious of something. i had too much of emotions, why am i so helpless of myself. dont feel like writing any longer any more. remain silent, keeping everything into myself is the best of the best. being emo is just my genre of kind.

i take control of no one's life, including mine.


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Random day

Today was another tuition day again, enjoyed ! it was chilling and comfortable there, but was freezing during the last period, poor zhi juin was becoming a snow woman LOL !

was freaked out by shien's blog @@ anyway really sorry for ffk her last minute, still waiting for the next chance out together though :)

felt like going to the gym tomorrow but, look at the time, 12.20 am already, wont be able to wake up early tomorrow anymore, can i? arghhh getting fatter and fatter already, what to do ?!

i'll give it a bet anyway, will go and jog a while if i can get outta bed in time. if not, just remain a piggie pose on the bed there will do.

*you seem to be my biggest threat, haih. ive thought too much.


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stressed out

Been stress out these days. worn out maybe? i spotted the changes im having here. you'll find me LOLing everywhere on facebook comments i write, or just simply anything i post up there. hmm i dont know, this word just popped outta my head eventually whenever i write. oh and bsides that, ive been saying ILY all the time to him. but i know that, i am appreciating every single time of it as i got the chance to say this to someone i love. i just dont know what am i really upto now, i seemed to start to worry about my studies again. i scare i would not score well, especially in the real spm, im afraid of accounts, i need more practice. ive been wasting too much time these days, ive been thinking of lotsa stuffs lately too. cant i just manage the sections of my brain in folders nicely ? imma freak.

decided to blog now as i may not be online later at night.

watched a video on his page. i think it was okay, ive learnt alot from it, ive known that as time passes, we might find out that the person you think is imperfect to be your other half would turn out to make changes and to suit you better. love is divided into four different stages: codependent, counterdependent, independent and interdependent. i felt that the video was kinda freaky but it was getting better at the end of it.

you had been frightened by the video so instantly, its practically like a vision of the future of love, but who knows it wont happen in our love, its just some investigations found by some people out there. i dont think we'll change if true love exists between us. hmm you shouldnt be worrying much cuz i know its unnecessary, everything will turn out okay. though youve told me its yourself that youre worrying about. hmm this is REALLY freaking me out ZZZ

just think of he positive side, although i dont want you to hurt me :( god bless us, everything will be okay. damn its not the video that is scaring me, its you @@

and now another problem to be stressed of again. i need to dye my hair back to black in no time.

Gotta do my accounts homework now, i know i can do it. (hoping so)
HAIH !!!

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lifeless :(

Today was nothing but another piggie day again cuz i slept at 6am yesterday LOL! so i woke up at 1something today.

but guess what ? i dreamt of him last night, i mean morning. well im still kinda clear about the content, hmm its kinda like, we're going to a tuition centre together, and then we sat on other people's seats (swt) but anyway was together. and this dream woke me up, and then started to miss ** :\ later saw his message, missed ** MORE~ and so later i listened to Cascada - Everytime we touch (sow version) and Taylor swift - Today was a fairytale, and missed ** EVEN MORE. wow this is rare and freaky LOL.

after woke up directly had lunch, cannot text anybody cuz im still outta credits X.X cant even get to online cuz mum never allow it now! OMG this is figgin killing me~ im still thinking of getting the reload card myself as i dont wanna spend dad's money on my hp anymore, cuz i'll eventually feel bad if i spend too much when he does the paying LOL.

so i practically suffered the entire day :( was lembik after lunch, slept AGAIN straight till dinner time at around 7something, thats what a typical pig does ok !

i feel uncomfortable for texting anybody, especially that particular one :( i even felt the anxiety till i suffered from a crazy stomach ache after dinner ! oh my gawd -.-

after the call i felt better and done some chores :D later, mp3 again ! and now i am here online, its 3am and my mum's asleep, me and my sis only get to use the PCs -.- cousin was up with the drama series too x)) ive got companies !

tomorrow will be another lifeless day again i bet :( hope that it will be better though, and i also hope that my mum will allow me to go out on this saturday PLEEEASSSEEE ! i hate to stay at home rotting around, without contacting anyone, i hope i could get more freedom, but somehow being 17 isnt that easy to get outta the study cage -.-

Had some thoughts to share here ~ some couples seemed like having troubles with their relationships, but im seriously grateful that i dont meet these problems at all, really am :D its fun to have a cheerful and relaxed partner than a really sensitive minded one. and mainly for me, is that true love doesnt require anything, its condition-free :D its just all about the internal feeling work-outs. LOL STAY STRONG, LOVERS! :P
ILY♥
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