Last Post of The Year!!!

Maybe im just a little immature, just hoping to have you here with me.

stay strong, i gotta conquer my weakness.

cuz imma ninja! >:)

Im now blogging now at 3.48am and it means that today will be my last day tweeting during late night with holiday tweet mate@haaanis, last night of having tons of chocolates by the laptop, last night of sleeping late too. cuz i got a job thats starting on Jan

1st and its at

@ ikano power centre! i like the atmosphere there, wide enough for me to move around, and so is the counter area, which is the position im working on, CASHIER! i suck at add maths but i guess maths will be fine for me :D mum keeps on reminding me not to count the payments wrongly and asked me to keep my eyes on false RM50. anyway, hope i'll enjoy the job, i know i will :D

p/s: i'll miss you, hanis farhanah!

with love :D

No special activities going on but i do have lots of random thoughts to share! less active on Blogger and more active on

Twitter! im lovin' it!

Follow me @Pearllish, only for people i know :)

Counting down for year 2011 at chin's place which is dpc, will text you tomorrow, hope you could make it!

New year resolutions for year 2011 on the next post!

2010, an awesome year it definitely is, i gain more experiences and ive grown up through all the bittersweet incidents. the year 2010 even sounds awesome itself :P 2011 sounds weird eh :X anyway, im looking forward for the new life, new people, new environment, and nevertheless, new improved development of our relationship. best of luck!

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE PEOPLE!

stay healthy, and happy!

-pearly-

HOHOHO!

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!

no presents for anyone of you >:P

Woke up at 1.40pm today and spent my whole day at Chin's place. may yee and qin yi tagged along. chit chatted like we never did before! its been a while, really. we decided to gather once every end of the month from next year onwards, which i'll be absolutely looking forward for. i hope to keep these awesome friends, as long as i could :)

Shien aka Chabo is heading to taiwan tomorrow, i mean today. and she will be back on the 3rd of january. I WILL MISS HER LIKE SERIOUSLY. take care babe!

2011 is coming soon;

will it be a great year? or a suckish year? it all up to myself. chances are always here, to take it or not is the only thing that matters. musnt let go any opportunities offered in life. my future is in my hands, i control every part of it. no more breaking promises made towards myself! i know, i always suck, i am a major loser, but this stupid labels will not stick to me forever. i could make the difference, give me time? GAMBATEH.

I AM STILL WAITING! and im doing fine here :D

Get well soon, take your time. i will be waiting for you, always will be :)

-pearly-

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Gym Geek.

Nothing better to do these days so i'll be heading to gym like, everyday i think?! i wanna be thinner seriously :( will be back if i have any activities going on for the holidays. good night!

P/s: take care :)

-pearly-

Nothing Left To Say.

impossible.

When im bored, the feeling is haunting me back, again.

i dont know how to change myself, i still fail to do so, even if i tried so hard

tell me, should i even do that? its suffering

my heart is aching, i dont know how will this last

only can pass these moments with tears

i hope this will end

but when will?

only to stare at the picture and think of any other useless things.

No matter whether is reason or solution

you'll still be the one

i dont crave for anything

i only want a lil moment with you.

I need you to understand

and i want a big big cuddly bear hug from you :)

-pearly-

OU with Fantastic 5.

me, mayyee, chin, au and hongpeng

OU today with Chin, Mayyee, Au and Hongpeng. shopped till we seriously drop today. despite that, we had a really great time out together. besides, theres something which is so so so cool about today *winks at chin* not gonna tell anyone of you :P

anyway i spent rm100+ for the very first time during outing with friends! so not gonna spend this kinda amount anymore nxe time. but i enjoyed so damn much. the christmas decoration of 2010 @ ou? not really thaaat special, i prefer RED shiny balls on trees than the present boxes, which looks so dull and unappealing :\

watched 2 movies today. first was Haunted Changi. damn it, i was so anticipated to see ghosts appearing against the screen but NO, not even one! well maybe only two appeared, which looks like humans only! those people were just running around the old hospital like freaks, and stupid things happened. im so regret to waste this 6 bucks. shall just treat it as a donation to tgv :X

next movie was Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, that was so so so awesome! 9/10! 1 mark "POOFS" due to the misunderstandings of names in the movie that were so hard to be reckoned. the sound effects were so amazing and its the first time im watching movie in such a high-volumed sound system! im so gonna catch up with the second part some day!!

dont take taxis at the new wing, try taking one at the old wing cuz it counts by the meter. the ones at the new wing count with a ticket which i dont know how they calculate the costs, its just killing your purse! 19 bucks for a way to BSD, isnt that ridiculous? im so not satisfied.

Freaking tired and gym again tomorrow, good night and sweet dreams!

-pearly-

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I ♥ MY MUM!

My To-do list of the day

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! and also to MinYue's mum :D

ive been a really really naughty daughter to you, being rebellious, disrespect, and stubborn. if id listen you like, from the start of everything, i might be a really successful kid right now *imagines* anyway, i'll grow up and be a better daughter to you, i'll live with your teachings about facts of life bearing on my mind, and i'll be a wiser person in life. i. gonna search for a motherly gift for you tomorrow! and and i'll cook lunch for the second time today, i love you mummy, and i hope to bring more and more happiness to you and dad when i grow up ♥

i wished i could blend into them, i tried to be sporting. but nevermind if i dont, its not a big matter anyway, just be good without me :)

-pearly-

How To Make Long Distance Relationship Works?

p/s: Just for reference, agree with some of them :)

1) Ask the important questions at the onset, to make sure you are both clear on the parameters of the relationship. Setting parameters such as naming your relationship (dating, seeing each other, boyfriend/girlfriend, engaged) as well as defining exclusive (limited to one person,) or non-exclusive. These can be difficult and awkward questions to ask, but will save you great heartache and misunderstanding down the line. Example: "Are you open to the possibility of relocating if the relationship should become more serious?" or "What are you looking to get out of the relationship?" Stating your end goal or ideas will allow each person to maintain what they need.

2) Do things together. Defy the distance. As a long distance couple, it's important to do other things together besides the usual phone call. In a long distance relationship, interaction over the phone can become dull in the long run. Incorporating other forms of interaction are important. Just think... People in short-distance relationships do not spend the majority of their time talking, but rather doing things with each other. Try to replicate this by finding things to do together such as watching a TV show or movie simultaneously.

3) Communicate in some way every day, more than once if possible.Since you won't be seeing each other, it's important to establish and maintain an emotional connection. These don't always have to be long, in-depth conversations. Tell each other about your little triumphs and tragedies. Ask for advice. Use an instant messenger program or VoIP for real-time chat, or web cams for that visual connection. E-mail is great so make sure you use it, especially if long-distance phone calls put a strain on your budget. Remember that e-mail and even instant messengers can increase the possibility of misunderstandings. Write love letters. Send small gifts or flowers for no reason. In this case, quantity is as important as quality. You may discover an advantage over others whose partner is close at hand—you don't take communication for granted!

4) Take advantage of the benefits a long distance relationship offers:more time with friends and/or family, no arguments over toothpaste caps, the pleasure of seeing your sweetheart again after a long absence, time to mull your options (rather than snapping at your partner impulsively) before you respond to that email s/he wrote that seemed so rude the first time you read it, etc. Most important, being far apart gives you a chance to maintain your individuality—something that can get lost in the shuffle when couples spend all their free time together. Here are additional benefits of long distance relationships.

5) Pursue common interests, even if it means pursuing them apart. If there's a movie you're both interested in seeing, watch it individually and then call each other afterward and talk about it. Read a certain book at the same time. Stargaze while you're on the phone. Set your watches to go off at the same time every day, and synchronize your alarm with that of your partner. Make it a point to think of each other when your watch goes off, and revel in the fact that he or she is thinking about you, too. Find creative ways to bond.

6) Avoid the temptation to be controlling. People have free will and no one can or should control another person. As long as you are both interested in being in the relationship, you will stick with it and distance will not make a difference. As soon as one of you decides the other is not a good match—or someone else is a better match—your relationship ends, whether you live 3000 miles apart, two streets over, or share the same bed with your wedding picture on the wall. You are going to have to trust each other completely if this relationship is going to work.

7) Try challenging each other. This is not the same as being controlling. You may find that you can do things for each other that you couldn't quite find the motivation to do on your own. Perhaps you could motivate yourselves to get some exercise or to cook better or more often. It will give you something to do while you wait to see your partner again, and it will give you both something to strive for and talk about until then.

8) Talk about your future together. Assuming that ultimately you'd want to live together, discussing how you're going to get to that point will help you prove to each other that the relationship is going somewhere and that your efforts and frustrations are not in vain.

9) Remember: Things will get better with time. and even the relationship will become better. Have hope!

10) Visit often. Try to make the time to visit each other as often as possible or as often as your budget permits you to. A relationship cannot thrive if the only thing you have is the phone call. You need to see each other up close and personal every chance you get. The key here is to set up some "rules" about frequency of communication and visits and stick to them. Consistency can help a long-distance relationship survive.

11) Avoid jealousy and be trusting. One of the easiest ways to destroy a perfectly healthy relationship is to poison it with jealousy and drama. When you start a long distance relationship, you must be realistic of the difficulties ahead. It always helps if you go in a relationship with the idea that everyone is innocent and worthy of trust until proven otherwise. Don't fall in the trap of interrogating your partner every time he/she decides to go out for a drink with people you haven't met or he/she didn't get back to you right away when you called and left a message. Just because you are in a long-distance relationship doesn't mean your lives will pause. Your partner will naturally have a social life where he/she lives and so should you. Sure, it helps to have your eyes open and not be totally naive, but being overly suspicious is unhealthy for you and your relationship too. You should both maintain your social activity and be happy with yourselves.

12) Be positive. Staying positive and not focusing on the negative aspects of a long-distance relationship is essential to keeping your relationship blooming and your partner content. Being away from your sweetie is not all bad news. Use the opportunity of personal time to pursue your interests and hobbies as well as your career objectives. Another positive point is that long distance dating pushes both of you to be more creative, to communicate better since you don't have "face-to-face" time and to test (and express) your feelings. As long as you see the long-distance relationship as a temporary state, you will keep your chin up and transmit that feeling of security and happiness to your partner too.

13) Give them a personal object of yours so in a time of need, when they miss you, they are able to hold on to something that once belonged to you. This will provide comfort, happiness, and the thought of being with you.

14) Work towards a balanced relationship between partners. A relationship must be built on strong foundations of trust, understanding and determination to make it work. The two partners should be reasonable about their expectations and willing to cooperate so that the relationship can lead to a happy ending. If these parameters are taken care of, you have nothing to worry about. But don't forget to ask some questions because if you don't, your partner may start to think that you're losing interest. For more information about long distance relationships, go to this Long Distance Relationships community website.

15) Create your own set of relationship standards that both of you have mutually agreed upon. That creates a common goal for you to work towards, developing a strong relationship whether you are together or apart. For example, agree to disagree, accept each other as you are, practice trust and honesty, strive towards compromise and self-sacrifice, seek spiritual unity, and maintain open communication.

It All Started.

Well well well, holidays had been simple as casual so far. i went for gym to train for better stamina with higher speed on the treadmill. i hope i can last with that higher speed for an even longer period of time one day, soon. i will go to gym once in every two days :)

i help my mum out everyday with the chores, i actually had quite a lil bit of fun doing it, by handling the bunch of laundries, after all, the washing machine does most of the job anyway ;) i think i should get some novels to read. I AM TOO FREE. i want the ones based on love movies/stories! hmm, i think imma wait till the next book fair arrives, hope it comes as soon as possible before im drain out of knowledge of language!

went for driving course for theory yesterday. the place we were brought to was freaking old and look like some outskirt area that has this so-so-away-from-town-like atmosphere. the classrooms, chairs, curtains, were stained with yellowish spots and were all kinda dirty. not to mention about the toilets, they looked horrible. despite the terrible learning atmosphere, the rooms were all air-conditioned and the teachers were okay. first session was conducted by a chinese guy, he's trying to be funny i understand, but i couldnt be not admitting that he's super lame at his jokes. he asks the meanings of the meanings of ridiculous words, i was too tired to laugh at that time -,- the second session was conducted by a malay guy, he's serious and fierce, which makes me more alert about his teaching, thumbs up. in between the two session was a one-hour break, we went to have lunch, at these kampung-ish stalls. i had curry maggi mee, my all time favourites.

went to the driving agency at 7.30am and back at home at 4.20pm. i was tired and felt slight headache, though i went online. and it was a very nice day! i get to buy what i want from tesco and i had a great dinner to celebrate mummy's birthday in advance. i love yesterday tonight so so much.

i need a job, who wants to join me? and i still need to improve myself in sleeping early at night -,-

good luck to all buddies that are taking chinese tomorrow, and enjoy studying all the ming ju-s sinister grins :P

live simple and happily, theres no time for sorrows!

p/s: ITS MY 217TH POST! I LOVE MY BLOG, MWAH MWAH. and you~

-pearly-

Suck.

Im unhappy

so, i wont speak a thing.

Run and sweat it all out tomorrow, hope it works.

Bless me.

-pearly-

First Day of my Holi-holiday.

Okay so these are pictures of the crazily messy 5Cekal classroom. full of merrily laughters, sreamings, yellings and any other crazy stuffs that we can do in it :P

oh i bet i will miss it. yesterday i stepped in once again to revise my accounts, glad to breathe in 5C's air once again teeheee.

Class party of 5Cekal @ Class of '10

Graduation day

Spotted this crazy news via facebook today. this 22 year-old guy actually jumped off his dad's room from the 14th floor of his apartment to prove that he will love his 18 year-old ex girlfriend till his death, after breaking up for the second time after 4 months. how stupid is that? everyone is struggling to stay safe and healthy to live a happy life but he blew his life away just like that. plus he has this super pretty face -,- i wonder how this girl is gonna move on with her life? RIP mr alviss.

they just look so matching

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but this is so right !!

Anyway, gonna rest awhile after doing some chores today. im so fast i threw all my books away already! so glad that i can actually sleep whenever i want now. yesterday when i sat on the couch, i was thinking whether if i should go study or something, but no, im free from studying now, for the moment. im so happy :D happy holidays people!

-pearly-

SPM IS OVER OMG WTF LOL!!!

dont be jealous, bc candidates :P

Omg this favourable moment had finally begun! can you believe it? i feel so light now hehehe. plus, the most enjoyable part is, i get to throw away all the books bundles by bundles, how cool is that! undone add maths papers, messy tuition papers, dirty school shoes, torn white uniform, time to say good bye to them all! but honestly, i will miss everything, everything i went through during high school are all part of my super sweet memories in life :')

okay so back to the happy topic, im done with spm! but apparently i screwed acconts and add maths, hmm cant imagine how will the situation be like when the day my mum founds out about my suckish results comes. oh please bless me lord buddha, i will pray everyday! anyway im so gonna play 24/7, i also have a To-do/buy list. let me show ya ;)

Gym

Shopping/hang-outs/dates

Hair/skin products

License, but i have no idea when can i get it

Chores, im forced to do them

Nurture healthy lifestyle (eat well, sleep well)

Movies on PPS, ghostly, trilling and romantic ones

Download musics, or steal from others

Groceries! me want food

J.O.B

National service, the evil thing that eats up my 3 months

Future studies

More reading

i guess thats it for now, ive simplified them all anyway. hope i'll enjoy doing everything and wont rot during holidays, like those juniors D: hahahah.

Geeeeeeeez, guess what. the lappy's internet connection encountered serious troubleshoot which permanently keeps it OFFLINE! wtf? it happened just yesterday, is it a joke or something? how can this be happening on my last 2nd day of spm? and now i have to share the same line with my sis, which means i cant be online ALL day :( i hope mama repairs this as soon as possible oh please.

Hmm, some minor problems happened recently. it all becuz of my cant-be-changed attitude. i could tell you, that i actually changed a lil bit, which is a good improvement :) though, i still have quite a long way to go i guess. becuz of my attitude, it caused 2 risky problems. however, theyre just awesome people. i cant believe they could actually stand my misbehaviour, which i couldnt even stand it myself, and it sucked, really. i couldnt be apologizing to them anymore, cuz they wont work, as im always repeating my mistakes, thats me. i hope you understand. i just need more time ot change myself. i know its the best decision to change, although i know its unnecessary to change for anybody else. i know its worth it. plus, i get to understand you better. its the best thing i could get.

youre special, and i love it. please dont mind any of my words, i know theyre offensive but, i dont mean it.

now, do you mind to view a picture of a retard in her last day of wearing the blue school uniform? here you go :D

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BOOYAH!

shit i got wrinkles after spm started

Here i wanna dedicate a song to all my laughing partners, my pals, my sisters. i hope we could be long-lasting friends, no matter where we are, no matter what are we doing. remember to on your facebooks and mobile phones, its a MUST. stay in touch, love you guys!

If you become my little strength

If only my small frame can lean upon yours and rest

Call out to me,

I'll stay by yourside

Cuz im your friend forever dont forget ♥

-pearly-

Templates.

Damn the crazy blog templates, theyre killing me -,- i cant find nice templates online, plus theres only limited kinda designs in Blogger, GEEEZ. anyway i sorta modified the template a bit, i like the pure white background, hope you guys will enjoy reading ;)

SPM is finishing!!! i wrote myself one whole stretch, well i mean, a short stretch of To-do List. i cant wait to work out on each and every one of them! please let me break free from this nightmare as fast as possible, but wait, im not done with accounts yet, not at all. DAMN IT. anyway, 2 papers to go, Bio and Accs, good luck to all candidates, study hard! especially you. remember, after everything we'll never get to sit on wooden chairs in school uniforms to take tests, so appreciate the "precious" moments during SPM people.

I cant wait to blog about my after-high-school days as well, but too bad i guess i wont have much topics on that. anyway thats it. take care ♥

-pearly-

Last Christmas.

Christmas eve night of 2009...

" happy christmas noob !!! "

" merry xmas lapsap "

Whats for 2010? :D

Looking back at the awesome memories, feels so great.

lets treat each other like bestest friends, in this case we could share any craps we have, and that will be the best moments to spend together :) ily.

-pearly-