Gosh .. things are getting complicated and complicated day by day ...
personal business are exposed .. can hardly know what to react ..
or how to get things over with ...
my mind is a total mess .. or should i call that -- jammed?
that is me .. always in a don't-know-what-to-do situation ...
i can hardly plan well in anything i do .. or anything i think ...
gotta handle lots of stuff nowadays .. barely have time to spare for my own ...
to think of what to do next .. and how to move on then ...
Wtf? 2nd assessment test is just around the corner ...
and i rarely get prepared for it ...
time is dashing through seconds to seconds ...
the scary moments of my life are creeping by day by day ...
i am afraid .. i wanna success ...
I have missions to be accomplished on my mind .. i have aims to reach ...
but i can hardly obey them ...
i really hate myself ...
this situation is very common on me though ...
cuz i know myself ...
:'''((
i need something loud to listen to.
.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
TELEPATHIC.....
i hope we think the same
would understand each other even better ..
i hope you could feel how i feel about you
could know what i want ..
i hope you understand what am i thinking all the while
all the time .....
i am just waiting ... i think?
waiting for you to take one step forward
towards the beginning ..
trying to loosen up ... let it be ... let it be ...
had various thoughts for times ... and times ...
anyhow ..
wanna let everything approach by naturally
no matter how it's gonna look like
no matter how it might feels like ...
telepathy.....
that's exactly what i want to be existed between me and you ..........
complicated ...
i hope i could change the fact..........
would understand each other even better ..
i hope you could feel how i feel about you
could know what i want ..
i hope you understand what am i thinking all the while
all the time .....
i am just waiting ... i think?
waiting for you to take one step forward
towards the beginning ..
trying to loosen up ... let it be ... let it be ...
had various thoughts for times ... and times ...
anyhow ..
wanna let everything approach by naturally
no matter how it's gonna look like
no matter how it might feels like ...
telepathy.....
that's exactly what i want to be existed between me and you ..........
complicated ...
i hope i could change the fact..........
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIN!!!
HAPPY SWEEEEET 16TH CHIN SIN YEE ! !
xoxo muacksss!!
* best friends forever ! *
Monday, July 20, 2009
Friday, July 17, 2009
DOWN DOWN DOWN.....
Had no mood today...
didn't perform well in anything i do...
not feeling well mentally as well...
feeling so blue.....
My life is so damn fucked up.....
such a messed-up crap....
ruined..
all by myself..........
didn't perform well in anything i do...
not feeling well mentally as well...
feeling so blue.....
My life is so damn fucked up.....
such a messed-up crap....
ruined..
all by myself..........
i felt bad after hearing those rumours
had no idea if it's the truth
don't know whether am i having the right thoughts or not either
really hope so
cuz if not
i can hardly know what to do next...
how to face the reality.....
and you..........
had no idea if it's the truth
don't know whether am i having the right thoughts or not either
really hope so
cuz if not
i can hardly know what to do next...
how to face the reality.....
and you..........
Thursday, July 16, 2009
16th of July . Thursday . cloudy + polluty
Today is quite a buzy day. Lots of school activities were held, i wonder what was the reason of all these activities must be squeezed in a day..........
Done one of the chemistry experiment today. It was kinda fun, cuz it involved a variety of metals, interesting :) Later at 9.30am, (done chemistry experiment halfway ==) went for Chemistry quiz competition, hmm for fun? perhaps so..to gain some experience as well (what an excuse! :P). Whoa, the questions were so hard, when i saw the first page, i was looking like this > o.0!! Anyway i just simply guessed throughout the paper, all questions? hmm i think so zzzzz. The chemical equations shown were damn long man. However, after finishing, went back to class, decent :P
At 12.30pm, went for poster drawing competition. The time allocated was so freaking short that we can't finish our pieces in time, especially for those who participated in the singing competition, which was starting at 1.50pm sharp, had a very rush time. Well, i took quite a long time to draw, so i used an express way to finish it lol, trying to catch myself up with the time. Drew drew and drew, finally i'm done, thanks to the teacher, i was able to manage to use up 40 more minutes as my spare time.hehee
Without going back to class to put my stuff back into place and to grab something to eat, i went to the indoor hall to watch someone sing in a chinese singing competition lol. Good timing, i made it in time :) overall the other teams were okay, but there's one which is kinda astonishing, which is the team who sang Ring Ring Ring by SHE, kinda weird, one was shaking so furiously, while another one stood so still == weird combination.
Later, done some kinda silly aerobic exercises. Anyhow me and my friends were crazying with the music behind. LOL! especially Shien, she's the only one who laughs and rocks with me like a freak xD HAHAHA had lots of fun with her today.
Ok, back to singing competition again ;) i had one more team to support again, that is Michelle and Nicole. They sang very well and yea, they're kinda satisfied about it.hehe so cute.
4.30pm, back. 5.45pm, tuition.
During my add math tuition, i nearly fell asleep again! and and i hope my teacher didnt realise that, cuz that would be so damn ambarrasing. Plus, i was sitting right in front of him == . It was so suffering that time, i can hardly concentrate on what the teacher's talking :''( so regret that i slept late last night.ohhh i hate that kinda lifestyle but somehow or rather, im already used to that kinda life == ...
BUT during accounts class i had fun. The teacher is sooo humorous, interesting teaching as well. Understood a whole lot of stuff. love him LOL.
p/s: without chin's existence today i felt an emptiness. :\
Done one of the chemistry experiment today. It was kinda fun, cuz it involved a variety of metals, interesting :) Later at 9.30am, (done chemistry experiment halfway ==) went for Chemistry quiz competition, hmm for fun? perhaps so..to gain some experience as well (what an excuse! :P). Whoa, the questions were so hard, when i saw the first page, i was looking like this > o.0!! Anyway i just simply guessed throughout the paper, all questions? hmm i think so zzzzz. The chemical equations shown were damn long man. However, after finishing, went back to class, decent :P
At 12.30pm, went for poster drawing competition. The time allocated was so freaking short that we can't finish our pieces in time, especially for those who participated in the singing competition, which was starting at 1.50pm sharp, had a very rush time. Well, i took quite a long time to draw, so i used an express way to finish it lol, trying to catch myself up with the time. Drew drew and drew, finally i'm done, thanks to the teacher, i was able to manage to use up 40 more minutes as my spare time.hehee
Without going back to class to put my stuff back into place and to grab something to eat, i went to the indoor hall to watch someone sing in a chinese singing competition lol. Good timing, i made it in time :) overall the other teams were okay, but there's one which is kinda astonishing, which is the team who sang Ring Ring Ring by SHE, kinda weird, one was shaking so furiously, while another one stood so still == weird combination.
Later, done some kinda silly aerobic exercises. Anyhow me and my friends were crazying with the music behind. LOL! especially Shien, she's the only one who laughs and rocks with me like a freak xD HAHAHA had lots of fun with her today.
Ok, back to singing competition again ;) i had one more team to support again, that is Michelle and Nicole. They sang very well and yea, they're kinda satisfied about it.hehe so cute.
4.30pm, back. 5.45pm, tuition.
During my add math tuition, i nearly fell asleep again! and and i hope my teacher didnt realise that, cuz that would be so damn ambarrasing. Plus, i was sitting right in front of him == . It was so suffering that time, i can hardly concentrate on what the teacher's talking :''( so regret that i slept late last night.ohhh i hate that kinda lifestyle but somehow or rather, im already used to that kinda life == ...
BUT during accounts class i had fun. The teacher is sooo humorous, interesting teaching as well. Understood a whole lot of stuff. love him LOL.
p/s: without chin's existence today i felt an emptiness. :\
u're so sweeet & shy.LOL xoxo
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
A DAY AT SHIEN'S
Today, me, Yan rou & Chin went to Shien's house, to play? i suppose so.LOL. Its was fun hanging out with this hilarious girl Shien, aka my craziest friend.Oh, and i've snapped pictures of dogs and cats in front of them for the very first time, without their knowledge and realisations (a real nut). Had lots of fun. Hehee will go to her house again some other day to play! :)
me & Shien with her taekwondo black belt :P fuiyoh~
Yan rou & I
doing all sorts of silly poses with the mandarin fish against her living room wall xD
o.0
crazy~ LOL!
wanna fight?
MJ pose?!
Shien with her pet dog Snoopy. Aww so sweeet~
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2
3
Snoopy is so cute~ at first it's afraid of me. hehee
recycle~ save the earth!!
??
colgate!
i took this. nice? it's damn hard to take a close up of an animal as they'll run away after realising our existence xD
shien asked me to pose like this ==ll
mother nature advertisements??
who am i talking with? bf? hahah it's my daddy
mother nature advertisements again ;D
xoxo shien :)
* for more crazy pics pls visit http://ciashien.blogspot.com/ *
me & Shien with her taekwondo black belt :P fuiyoh~
Yan rou & I
doing all sorts of silly poses with the mandarin fish against her living room wall xD
o.0
crazy~ LOL!
wanna fight?
MJ pose?!
Shien with her pet dog Snoopy. Aww so sweeet~
1
2
3Snoopy is so cute~ at first it's afraid of me. hehee
recycle~ save the earth!!
??
colgate!
i took this. nice? it's damn hard to take a close up of an animal as they'll run away after realising our existence xD
shien asked me to pose like this ==ll
mother nature advertisements??
who am i talking with? bf? hahah it's my daddy
mother nature advertisements again ;D
xoxo shien :)* for more crazy pics pls visit http://ciashien.blogspot.com/ *
Sunday, July 12, 2009
BELATED PICTURES & POSTS
PBSM EXAMZ
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da dummy.jpg)
Mr. Surendre aka perut buncit/ elvis presley (lol).jpg)
CPR
that's me, looking like killing instead of saving. hehee
blow it~~ with feelings
biting ?! LOL.jpg)
sui, me ,yee yin, mr surendre, chin, hsin yi & yun chen* examz over! :D BUT waiting for results D: *
PERPUSTAKAAN NEGARA ⇨ MID VALLEY MEGA MALL!!
It's another sunny day when me, Puan, Hsin yi & Jia ling were supposed to help out in perpustakaan negara for our silly civic project 'Khidmat Negara'. We were forced to do it even though we can't make it on the day others went to the Rumah kebajikan to help out. But never mind, i get the chance to go for outings anyway :)
So we went there earlier, have to wait outside for the main door to open. Waited and waited and waited. Finally we made it in. Went online for a while there, laughed very loud there, then went upstairs. That place is DAMN BORING man, nothing to do, all you can find there are boring books like-- ECYLOPEDIAS == We talked so loud that the librarian told us to : shhh~~!! xD
Suddenly, Jia ling's dad told us that we are not allowed to arrange the books as we haven't got the permission yet.OMG what are we suppose to do now?! And just then, we came out with a plan--- go to Mid valley mega mall! After asking for permissions, we went there for shopping :) . BUT but but, i got tuition in the evening, so we got NO TIME for Transformers2 T.T Once again, i failed.
So we went there earlier, have to wait outside for the main door to open. Waited and waited and waited. Finally we made it in. Went online for a while there, laughed very loud there, then went upstairs. That place is DAMN BORING man, nothing to do, all you can find there are boring books like-- ECYLOPEDIAS == We talked so loud that the librarian told us to : shhh~~!! xD
Suddenly, Jia ling's dad told us that we are not allowed to arrange the books as we haven't got the permission yet.OMG what are we suppose to do now?! And just then, we came out with a plan--- go to Mid valley mega mall! After asking for permissions, we went there for shopping :) . BUT but but, i got tuition in the evening, so we got NO TIME for Transformers2 T.T Once again, i failed.
Chin & i
why is there something poking through the left tower? o.0
jia ling, me & hsin yi
hmm, da largest book of da section? lol
so boring till produced this pic, without the librarian's knowledge
something i ate in MPH cafe
weird dolls hanging around Mid valley. cool!
muahahah! this one is awesome, thought of pushing it down the edge :P , chin said we might be famous for doing it.
HARI TERBUKA!
I didn't go for it. No transport ==
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