26th feb . friday . sunny + cloudy

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY prophet muhammad ! anyway thanks for the holiday today, so i can at least wake up a lil later and have some fun with friends before getting nerd during the evening (tuitions). went visiting at yuan bao's place with all my besties there. had lotsa fun, and the most important thing is ive officially gambled using cash for the first time :X yeah im kinda stingy at spitting out money to gamble, well maybe 10 cents will do :P anyway ive ignored my mum's advice of not to gamble, so make sure youre zipped up!

so ive won and won and lost, then lost and lost, then won and won again @@ so i dont really know how much ive earnt, but i can bet its not much, hehe its soo fun, but i can feel the tension while playing, sweat around my forehead ~~~ 0.-lll

so after a round of gambling ive quit and stuck around on the sofa watching tv and playing with walkmans like a cavewoman, was taught by the geeks of ways to press the keys, to turn it on and even to wear it xD wth ~

later we watch Where Got Ghost LOL !!! so damn stupid weih, but looks like someone was the only one who got frightened *winks* HAHAHAHAHA !! was sooo overjoyed laughing with friends at the living hall throughout the movie :D i love this moment best ~

so later went to tuition !!! mr suguz told us about his experiences about being seduced by ladies from time to time LMAO!! charming suguz huh ~ oh and he also told us some facts of being in love, wooo meaningful sial! enjoyed soo much :D mr lim was pretty humorous too, as mr peeter was looking damn hot with his new hair !!!

gonna hang out tomorrow! though i gotta trade my enjoyment time with studies' time -.- anyway wish me luck..... to wake up early tomorrow morning! which is a pretty hard thing for a pigg to do !

oh yeah, before you offline, check out these hot shots from bobby gaga in his cool video @@

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WOW WOW WOWOWOW !! :X

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xoxo!!!!!
-pearly-

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anyone can be an obstacle between us, so just ignore them, and live the way we live. Never give up on us !!!

you are so damn addictive!!! $%^#%*#@!! :P

260210, 0121

23rd feb . monday . sunny

School starts today !! nothing much actually. most of the hokkiens never come to school today. felt soo damn tired in class, well of course i slept at 2am last night -.-

anyway puan zabedah and puan siti's words were soo meaningful to form 5 students during assembly today ! fighting!!!

after school i made my mum waited for more than 20 minutes down the hill, she even drove up to check me out but im not found. so i was forced to walk home, but im aint alone. (love you!!!)

slept for 4 hours from lunch time till dinner time, awesome right ?!

therefore i got no time for studies, let me start tomorrow. 4-days-exams starting in 2 weeks, then boom boom pow !!!

take care guys !! i will be only on blog during weekends, but will curi-curi on sometimes :P

-pearly-

230210, 1232

CNY day 8 + last day of hols ;(

[ this is a delayed post ]

i never get to blog for yesterday cuz its already 1am when i got back online but unfortunately got chased into bed by my dad D:

So its the CNY for the hokkien generations and im included so bai tian gong is one of the event happening in my house. it was like 12pm and i was busy texting friends to ask them about the replacement for mr suguz's bm class, but no one knows about it so i just directly texted mr suguz, and unexpectedly he called @@ so later found out that im actually worrying for craps cuz all of my friends actually went for that class already (f myself :X)

so later i dragged my mind to add maths and physics tuition class. omfg im just too tired to pay attention, and it went worse when physics class arrived, my handwritings were soo damn ugly like hellllllll !! i guess i gotta photostate another copy and do it all over again -.-lll

later back at home, online abit, then helped mum to prepare the gold papers for prayers tonight, at first im was thinking of going to bed, but then i find it interesting, like folding origami :X

folded alot and left for bath.

damn i heard lotsa fireworks sounds, they can actually sound like any other things like thunder, rain, or even fart -.- (cacat fireworks), and suddenly *BOOM* ! wtf it scared me like #$%^@! man, it sounded like a bomb outta no where, can feel how people in terrorism countries suffer in these stupid sounds.

so i prayed and ate roti bom xD and online and got chased to bed, thats how my night of the last day of cny hols end.

:D enjoy studying nerds !

-pearly-

230210, 1220

CNY day 7 + stressed shit !

[ meanwhile WMP plays The Fray's Heartless ]

dont feel like blogging now, i just need a hug :'((

Anyway ive learnt how to pray to the God of Wealth, LOL i will practice it when im free and bless all of you out there. OM MANI PADME HUM !

ILOVEYOU,
-pearly-

210210, 0155

Maybe its time for miracles

dont get mad ~ calm down ~
listen to me ~
listen to what i wanna say please

what i want you to know is that
i believe that you can achieve your goals
any of your dreams and ambition
if you really try to think what you actually want in life
and willing to work hard for it

success comes in mayb different aspects
we can work cooperating with our reflexibility of minds
what you really need to do now is
to knock off the door thats blocking your way to move on

im trying hard to help you
but it stills depends on your own
and i hope im not doing the wrong action

how good will it be if i can predict the future
it helps in my persuading progress
but anyway if you really insist i wont force you
cuz i scare it'll distract and affect our relationship
i dont want anything sad to happen
never~


when you left me here without saying good bye
i understand that you need time
but im afraid you'll ignore me like, forever?
i know you'll be reading this
meanwhile unfortunately, im having a heartache right now D';
what shall i do?
i want to take a nap and forget everything
but piles of homework awaits me to finish :(


baby you know that
maybe its time for miracles
cuz im aint giving up on love

cuz im aint giving up on us .

we.are.one

-pearly-

im wondering where you are and what youre doing right now :(

ILOVEYOUDEAR!IREALLYDO!

CNY day 6 + chill outtttt !

Yeah hung out with friends today ;) was fuuunnnnn, but when the 3 words, not I LOVE YOU but BACK TO SCHOOL floats in my mind i started to freak out ?! ;( nevermind will squeeze adam lambert's voice into my brain with his encouraging lyrics @@

okay so i watched 2 movies today, like for the first time ever in my life LOL. yeah was fun, not boring at all. first one was Valentine's Day cuz the awesome one always comes later right ? so about this movie i thought everyone would be SUPER sweet couples BUT it turned out the opposite of my expectations :O most of the ladies were having AFFAIRS behind their bfs -.- and loves are broken, dissapointing man !!!!!

* trying to chill ! *

and later, The Wolfman ! (HOWLS) yeah kinda nice story line (rolls eyes on V Day :P) the trilling part was not terrifying yet awesome, but someone beside me had been vibrating throughout the movie. HOHO :P and ya know what, i will feel bored without the wolf's appearance and its HOWLING sounds ~ WOO! anyway two thumbs up !!!

Meanwhile the rest were busying with their new walkmans while i havent got mine yet ;( in a damn DILLEMA weih, i need my parents to help me out this time. OUCH -.-

so went for my evening lunch, so damn full ! then roamed around ikano checking out the mp3 prices of other brands, browsed around and found out that actually the rest were even more costly than sony, can hardly believe it~ yeahhh ~ (copied westlife's line) but i found one looking NOOB from Philips, rm119, got headache and walked away.

walked around ikano and settled at Starbucks, nice place! had not been there for like YEARS, not really expensive though, boleh tahan lah ;) can hang out more often there in the future.

went home at around 8.30pm, i guess this would be the last enjoyment of my cny holidays, i appreciated alooot and will never forget about my so-called "journey" today LOL. thinking of school seriously making me SICKKKKKK ! arghh fine i shall accept the fact anyway ;(

My hopes are still the same as always, is to have a better tomorrow as time goes by, good luck to everyone, especially in our studies, just treat it as a wish of a typical nerd 8-)

p/s: what shall i do tomorrow??? im too free to be true! running outta free time D;

STOP THE HIGHLIGHTING YOU FOOL!!!!! :P LOLOLOLOLOLLLLLLLL

Somehow it just happened all of a sudden naturally without anyone's realisation :P
xoxo

-pearly-

200210, 1211

CNY day 5 + tired !

Today i do nothing but sleep sleep and MORE SLEEEP ! i slept till 12 in the afternoon until the sun was shining upon my ass. and later onlined, never study at all, cannot focus during the frigging cny fever -.-"

and later at 4pm, i slept till 7.30 in the evening, what a pig! thats what happens when you usually sleep at 4 or 5 in the morning and suddenly managed to move your sleeping time forward to 1 at midnight :O

so after hopping off my bed went straight to date the pc. discussed about tomorrow's shopping plan, woo gonna enjoy my morning tea with the SZBOs, meet up with 10 buddies and watch 2 movies, syok sial~ MUST ENJOY TO THE MAX GUYS !!!

oh and last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIM CHANG MIN @ TVXQ !!!!!

sorry for making you down
you know im definitely a passionate follower of your emotions
when youre up
i'll be on top of the mountains enjoying as high as you are
when youre down
i'll be deep down drowning in the oceans
non other than suffers and misery

i know im kinda sensitive at this
but im aint mad now
so dont be sad kay ?
iloveyou.
:D
xoxo

CNY day 4 + my sweet 17 ! ♥

WOOO ~ today is my sweet 17th birthday ! spent it to the fullest with yeehou at ou, enjoyed the wholeeeee day! watched Percy jackson and the lightning thief, was nice ! and Logan lerman is so hot ! hehehe

bumped into LOTSA familiar faces throughout the trip :P but was fun, as long as theyre not my parents @@ i often imagine my parents were there and scared myself X.X"

however while having a drink at Carl's Jr during the evening, i thought of the after-cny-life and got damn dowwwn -.-" f*ck studies ! it gives me nothing but the f*cking stress and turn me into an emo freak ! but when i heard Adam lambert's No boundaries there i felt much more better @@ and when its 6 something i started to feel drowsy already, got no stamina due to my late night hobby (online), oops gotta change !

back at home...
Mum asked about my trip and i spit out super duper stupid yet fake lies, but later she actually knows who im going with, wth ?! nevermind as long as i can handle my studies and love at a time then it shouldnt be a problem, im only hoping for the best -.-

cut the classic cheeeeese cake at 11pm xD just ate a small piece cuz i felt really really tired after the day-out ;) its all worth it though.

acknowledgement...
thanks to my dear for accompanying me for the entire day ! pretty sure that he's in a snoooooze mode right now ;) I LOVE YOU !

thanks to mum and dad for the bigg cheese cake ! i love it so so so much! I LOVE YOU BOTH !

next is the besties especially hong peng, shien and sameer for the early bday wishes! BFF guys ! and also to all buddies via sms and facebook, nevertheless i would like to show my gratitude towards all facebooker-buddies that had left bday wishes on my wall earlier, it may be just a sentence theyve posted but they really meant ALOT more than anyone can think of to me :D

1 minute till the end of my birthday :( hard to allow the time to move on ! anyway i hope all my wishes come true !

XOXO,
-pearly-
p/s: pecks on my cheeks !! I LOVE IT! btw i really love it when you hug me every single sec :)

180210, 1216

CNY day 3 + plansss

Today just went online as usual, having a laptop in the room alone by myself doing whatever i love to do with it really feels best ! i hope its mine but its not -.- when i got nothing to do i love to read blogs, cuz i can understand their internal feelings better, so please give me your blog link and i'll follow it :D

when im half rotten shien asked me about the name of a song on the radio, which gave me an idea of listening to Hitz online! it was sooooo fun ! woooootsss ~~ thanks szbo love you !!

and later i went to read someone's blog and found something awesome :P
Xia xue got proposed
omg !!! this is so touching + awesome !!! and i also heard she said full version of OMFG xD !
must watch ~

Later went to ou with family, got stage performance, so go went and watch lo. performers came from xi chuan, but last year's is more amusing i guess. (pictures come later sorry)

and and and, i finally china's mask changing live on stage for the very first time in my life ! sorry for getting too exited cuz im really wondering howd they do it. LOL i got the video too, upload later too :P

Plans
gahhh, going out tomorrow with him, exited sial. but somehow i felt kinda nervous wth ? haha im always like that, abit then nervous, or even worse by having a stomach ache @@ i recalled one night going to the bathroom for 3 times during midnight due to my nervousness, but in other case xD its my nature perhaps ? -.-

ala something is wrong with the shopping plan this friday, somehow not everyone can make it through their parent's permission, some are still in a state of pending, had made the entire plan unconfirmed. some children are being such obedient kids at home but barely often get permissions for outings, sad case -.-

hope all the plans can be progressed successfully, screw obstacles !

-pearly-

Musics !!!

Another random post outta my past time :)

yeah im absolutely a music addict ! i will be irritated with the feelings of the lost for musics in a long term >< lost control man !!

Lately ive been hooked up with mostly funky and naughty musics and oh that surely feels great! thinking of the past i used to like only rock rock ROCK, emo emo EMO, now its all CHANGED! musics resemble my daily feelings so yeah thats awesomely hot~ still, i stick myself to Daughtry, The fray and Boys like girls like 24/7 ? :D

so the funky and naughty styled musics are productions of Lady GaGa, Kesha, David guetta and 3OH!3, the naughtier the better :P its ok for Pitbull as well, oh and i love Orianthi so much !!! as for R&B Akon would me an awesome choice for me ! damn shes a sexy chick ~~

anyway i hope that there'll be more musics out from my favourite artists like David cook, Adam lambert ( i love it effing much when he screams madly :D ) and so many more ;) also looking foward to concerts ! its a shit case that i had missed out BLG's concert last month :( damn tuitions ! screw them !

however, realised that my Kpop knowledge had went down deeply into the drain :X after not being a busy body for the gossips and news for Kpop musics, i gotta catch up with more Kpop issues, so feel free to intro me blogs or Kpop webs aite, thanks ! fyi: the only kpop issue that i concern about is TVfXQ, are they still gonna move on wth their awesome team work? imissthemabunch );

Will stop here, gonna blog for 'CNY day 3 + planssss' tonite i suppose ;)

p/s: no him + no musics = dead pearly(serious!!)

-pearly-

CNY day 2 + headache !

Gahh. due to the reason of my cousin and her 3 shy-faces-sons coming for a visit at my place, i took my mum's lappy and flew upstairs to go online in my room after a drink, boy i had tons of privacy here :D exclude the time when kim went knocking on the door to join me -.- kacau kacau and kacau, please grow up you little brat would ya ?! i took cookies and chocolates into the room as well, pushed the bookss aside away from my literally small study table and place the lappy on.

gagaga, enjoying msn *hearts* and later as soon as possible i was nagged into the bathroom to get prepared for this destination...

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omfg my bad headache had striked me deadly throughout the journey the the car, though i had took panadol (again) cuz im still not fully recovered. seriously needs a shoulder to lie on!

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and finally after an hour we've finally reached.

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its FGS Dong Zen Temple CNY Lantern & Flora Festival, an awesome place with lotsa colourful lanterns on surrounding the temple, deduct the cultural performance which we only managed to see them clearing the stage -.- my family and i went for lamp lighting session and listen to some meaningful stories told by a nun, i learnt to speak out words only that are purified through my dirty brain, think before i talk, i mean.

took and took and took and took and took pictures, hope to share them here. (will post up soon)

furthermore, i realised that its a cool spot for couples to enjoy their romantic moments too :P

reached home at 12.38am, eating supper as my dinner and a can of coka-cola, off to bed soon. again, hoping that tomorrow will be a better day.

p/s: its time to start turning on my nerd mode !

-pearly-

160210, 0253

CNY day 1 + V day!

WOOF! i mean, RAWR!

Hehe i guess i can actually skip the wishing part can i ? why? cuz ive already wished duh ! :P

anyway i never went for any visiting today, so its a visiting-free for me! oh and did i mentioned that i had sore throat + headache since im redydrated last night ? aiks this case had awfully spoiled my mood for the day.

had done nothing much today, considered a quiet day for me without any plans out, but im aint alone at all with my bestie and dear texting me on the phone, they litereally made my mood turn great~ i just love them both ! *hugs and kisses*

its valentines day and i think he had enough of enjoyment dating with his grandma :P yes he definitely did :O but of course i will never mind ;) old people are atually cute when you see them smile :D yup in conclusion i had spent my valentine's day texting him, thank god the line was never suck like yesterday, which the messages i sent were only get to be delivered to him this morning, wth? maxis does sucks too somehow ;( instead, today the messages were sent in double copies, or even, triple! the messages came to me with some texts missing as well at times, one word again, SUCK! >:(

anyway it was such an amusing day, after texting i took a panadol and went to bed for an hour or so, and later dinner time ! fyi my throat seemed to be recovered, thanks panadol and my personal doctor! :P

During the night, caught up with some cool past dramas like Kungfu dunk and The curse of the golden flower, i dislike the sexy Gong li, (getting aggressive) honestly i actually felt like dragging her overall clothes down :X since she wanna show more than 95% of her thingy,( maximum aggression) just show it all then! sorry its not a porn filem :X

texting again! i ended my valentine's day with a call and three words from him :) seriously looking forward for the date ! :P

gotta go to bed now, i dont wanna get my health issue into a serious negative stage, instead i wanna enjoy throughout the holidays until they end !!! :D

till then, toodles!

i love the warth in your arms~

-pearly-

150210, 0230

best wishes

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to my besties

&

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to my dear

i♥you!!!

-pearly-

CNY eve

Its cny eve and i got nothing much to do, the house is squeaky clean, my room is not covered in dust layers anymore and, i got my curtains back on! :P plus, my hp had outta credits ! :O left rmO.O2 and maxis just doesnt allow me to finish them all anyway, had reminded dad to get me a top up card but he's just too busy to even look at my outta-credits-face -.-

time for preparation...

My parents are busying with things to pray since the hot morning sun has risen up, while i just went online a while as everyone's in their kampngs already, oh shein is not! but shes trapped in the house helping out her siblings with the cleaning duty -.- nobody's gonna accompany me to have a drink and to crap with me !

just then my dad suddenly asked me to remove all my books from thetable as he needed it for something, but i yelled lika mad dogg and he got angry at me. AIKS! and great, now i cant text AND online -.- serious shit man. and i just felt like hiding in my room, sleeping? i kinda hate my cny eve this year, overflowed boredom had drowned me deadly.

when the interesting part came...
Just then my mum found out that my house's car porch floor was dirrttyyy, and so i was asked aggresively to help her out with the brushing progress, at first i hesitated, then did it reluctantly, but when i was forced to get on my knees to brush as my legs were tired of squating, unbelievably i enjoyed alot! cuz i get to do some arm exercises as it uses up the full strength of my arms' muscles, awesome!

after the cleaning i got slight skin-off and so-called "bubbles" on my fingers, looks like someone will be having a rough hand to hold on the next date. WAKAKA.

later at night, went for a family gathering at my uncles' place, do nothing but reading lotsa fashion magazines, cool! and also, looking at tiny little babies ! omg theyre just too cute to be true, its been years since ive seen such a tiny baby, awwwww.....

here, let me share some pics with ya ~

superbaby!

O.0

their cute bro !theyre TWINS ! cute ! :Dseriously felt like hugging them in my arms♥

then, the clock had finally striked 12! busying texting buddies on the hp, (fyi: ive finally reloaded my credits :P) btw i cant really stand the sounds of the loud fireworks and fire crackers nearby, though it resembles the traditional cny feel aite? tahan lo...

thats all for the current post! once again,

GONG XI FA CAI peeps! may all your wishes come true
HUAT AHHHH !!!!! $.$"

-pearly-

Cascada - Everytime We Touch

Check out thids beautiful smooth melody of the slow version of Cascada's Everytime We Touch. dedicated to everyone with love ones out there ♥

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me
I still feel your touch in my dreams

Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side

'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat so...
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky
They wipe away tears that I cry
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all
You make me rise when I fall

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side

'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat so...
I can't let you go
Want you in my life ~

RELAXED + NOT-SO-RELAXED CNY HOLS !!!

Weeeee ~~ finally cny is here !! i can at least take a little break and wake up a lil later than usual schooling days, freaking tired man ! well not much plan had discussed for this hols, perhaps some random hang outs and visiting sessions :D oh yeahhh...

right before the holidays ...
In school, as usual, its boring, but teachers barely teach today. woohoo ! spent longer time during recess with him, had so much fun ~ for valentines' day, i got a creative present from him, and i knew that he had placed lotsa effort, time and hardwork into it, ILY! love it so much, wait for mine to come, baby ~ i know i'll surely enjoy processing your prezzie :) and btw jia ling had gave each of us a cny card each, its so colourful on the inside ! love it much too ~ thanks jia ling dearrrr .....

Although today is the very last day of school right before the hols, i still have those boring tuition classes to go through ! omg im tired of these, sickening man, especially when youre totally not ready for the next classes as you never revise back the work youve done last week and forgotten 99.9% of the stuffs taught in class -.-" what a life . anyway my tuition "journey" was kinda suck today as it rained sooo heavily that i gotta skip one of the class and replaced it after the cny hols, stupid rain -.- anyway ive earn 1 hour of resting session :P

After tuition i went to kfc for dinner and tesco for groceries, well i just accompanied my family. the entire supermarket was fully packed with last minute shoppers rushing around like bees :P i just hid aside texting someone, rather than spinning around in the crowd @@ i would puke if i do so without a full stop.

Plans ?
hehehehehehe... cant stop smiling when i think of the shopping plan im gonna progress soon with my besties and the dearest one :) gonna get a walkman each with 3 of them, hot sial ! but hp and yb still not sure whether their mummies allow or not :P anyway a bunch of crazy friends would make my awesome day ! though we had a lil dillema in choosing one outta these ...

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perhaps this...

I hope it'll howl louder than i can imagine in the cinema, with the help of the THX system :D

or this !

This guy with the wings looks hot, plus there zombies too ! not bad not bad ...

or even this ~

Gosh the trailer looks awesome, unexpected storyline, extraordinary !

or...

The sweet and romantic comedy with lotsa loving couples ??

or worse come to worst ...

The terrifying faces which loves to climb and jump outta nowhere -.-"

p/s: i even got horrified when i copied this pic @@"

but i guess my last decision will be The Wolfman though (any suggestions? :D), cuz the rest arent available in E @ Curve's cathay cineplexes, truely a suckish cinema, with no special rates and less movies on board, aiks~ Though our plan had clashed with kaien's cny open house :\ but nah its ok we shall visit her some other day, and of course, go kacau at people's place with szbo ! will consider that, so watch out buddies ;) im too free cuz my kampung is in kl. hehehe

I dont think imma go out shopping so often with friends cuz most of them dah balik kampung till the end of the hols, and im kinda trifty though, dont wanna spend so much, how i wished imma millionaire $.$ can shop wherever i want, can buy whatever i want, WOW ~

And guess what, this holidays consist of Chinese new year + Valentines day + my Birthday + our First-month , all squeeze in one huh @@ i used to laugh when i knew that valentines' day is gonna fall on the first day on cny, but who knew, that the laughter had just fell upon myself :O

Nerdy & Geeky...
Apart from cny, imma set my nerd mode on, cuz the first test is on March, omg! what a stupid timing, cannot play lika maniac anymore, ishhh... anyway good luck to all my friends, on the last year on high school, fighting!!!

Theres nothing much to do online as my dears are not online during cny hols :( facebook is kinda bored nowadays too ZZZ i dont prefer to post too many wall posts anymore, see, ive changed ! :P therefore imma come back to blog around! by the way the more i see my blog skin, the more i feel pissed off -.- black grey and white huh, dull and moody colours, doesnt match my lifestyle anymore, gotta consult someone pro to help me change my template into a striking one :D i swear i gotta do this !

till then,

HAPPY CNY & VALENTINES' DAY 2O1O!!!

youre so obsessive

heh i know you knew that too

i think about you every second like mad :P

you make my heart beat like a native drum

bcuz

your love is my drug .

♥

life of being 17

I realised that some readers are actually following my blog. i know, its 99.9% dead, but i'll try to update it whenever i can, and its more about my internal stories or diary, so feel free to read, if you dont feel that my topics are too bored :P thanks readers .

Life of being 17? i got no other comments than the word STRESS. exams are just around the corner, though im still having cocurriculum activities till 4pm, or even staying back at school to help out, back at home i gotta handle those dumb home works. why are selangor schools having such a bad luck ?! or maybe its my bad, id rather eat reference books than doing those dumb works, folios or acting like a good girl in class to gain 20% marks in exams. its just not my type ! haihhh .....

Besides studies i got nothing much to worry about, and the problem is i have no idea how to handle stress. but ive got some options here im currently considering : meditate, Dota, or being a nun (jk) ?! theyre all rejected by him :O but i'll never give it in on this so easily ;)

Anyway i must try my best ! never give up !!

-pearly-

@#!$%^&*#$@% !!!

eessshhh, i just cant stand it anymore !!! can you stop stalking me ? no one BUT YOU will disturb my peaceful life ! ruining my happiness ! dont ever invade my privacy ok ? dont ever come into my blog to see whatever things i post here, you said before you wont care about a shit i do but you ended up looking and then start the criticism, what for ?? i cant believe you remember those unneccessary stuffs people wont even bother to remember -.- please get a life, DONT BOTHER ME ANYMORE OKAY ??!!!

IM SO REGRET I KNEW A FRIEND LIKE YOU, DYING TO HOPE THAT YOU NEVER EXISTED IN MY LIFE BEFORE ! AND TO BE FRANKLY YOURE THE VERY FIRST ONE !! PFFFFTTTTT !!!