Sunday, September 27, 2009

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AH ! ( the bulb lights up )
i finally found out the solution of all problems .
im too obssessed with you babe .
toooooooo obssessed till i kept on thinking crap stuff outta my mind .
LOL im sorry babe :P



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Thursday, September 24, 2009


you are exactly my brand of heroin .
i am your bella. am i?
lol .
i dont wanna squeeze everything within myself .
within the weakest point of my heart . mind . and soul .
i wanna share them all with you .



xoxo

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

*&^$##$$^&##@%((^%&%@#%^$#!~@@$%&*&%

sigh...........................................................................
did i make the right decision ? or the wrong one ?
issshhh. someone must be laughing right now?
or pitying me?
no . i hate being pitied .
fuck man .
can i trust you ?
jealousy seems to occur within me .
i wonder its for a reason or without a reason .

REGRET ! ! ! >(





p/s: [ vacancy : love doctor / listeners wanted ]

Monday, September 21, 2009

hmmm..... uhmmm..... ohhh.....

eeee.
what my problem now ? AGAIN?!
headache . wtf.
should i tell you about it?
will you think that im annoying or whatever?
arghhh i need motivation !
cmon cmon cmon help me out please ..... anyone?

look, if you see this .
please tell me what to do kay ?
my first and retarded time .
handling it myself with a damn retarded mind.
blurness had all covered my sight while walking through this path .
got so damn lost in my way .
i hope its not what we call ... NAIVE ?!
right or wrong ?

many comments from people man.
and im like, mind what they say ?
look, i consider people's ideas or get moved by people's way of looking at things easily .
thats why im so confused .
if only i got a guitar .
i would smash it against anything !
going mad now i guess .
i hope you don't hate me that way ?

erm, i was wondering .
the most important issue .
the main problem im craving a way to solve .
could i change you ?
and, is it right or wrong ?

p/s: i really really really hope i got more time to accompany you .






rawwwrrrrr!!!!!



wanna understand better ?
its just like that ..........

I am a little bit of loneliness a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can’t help the fact that everyone can see
these scars
I am what I want you to want what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you, to just believe
this is real
So I let go, watching you, turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I got .....




I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make
sense
I am what you never wanna say but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear
me out
So I let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here 'cause you're all that I've got
..........

(linkin park-faint)


Saturday, September 19, 2009

M00ncake festival night !

MOONCAKE FESTiVAL NiGHT 2OO9 !
* 中秋晚会 2OO9 *

with the partnership of the chinese societies of SMK BSD 1 & SMK BSD 2

DATE : 25th September 2oo9
VENUE : SMK Bandar Sri Damansara 2
TIME : 5.3o pm - 1o.oo pm
ADMISSION FEE : RM 1o


students from SMK BSD 1 , SMK BSD 2 , SMK Taman Ehsan , SMK Jinjang & SMK Kepong Baru are invited to enjoy our favourite festive season atmosphere !
come on and join in the fun !


Hope to see you there !
不见不散!!!



Friday, September 18, 2009

working time !

yoyoyo ~ !
I gained a really new experience by getting myself a very first ever job in my life :) its a part-time job in McDonald's . woots i love to eat there, thus i decided to work there as well . well, ive been through quite a lot before i got this job. first of all is that i didnt receive the call as everyone did. actually is me and my other 3 friends . aint alone though :P anyway i filled the second form, but still NO calls :( . and guess why? i wrote my hp number wrongly -.-" not used to writing 017 as ive used 012 for quite some time. anyway we all got the job ! yipee yahooii !

Went for 4 - hour training sessions today. 4pm - 8pm. was kinda free until dinner time arrives at 6pm - 7+++pm . first of all i got a noobly mcd cap before starting any duties. later went for the fries section. was okay. nearly terlecur :\ later got changed to the front counter section. walked here and there and everywhere @,@" really buzy. later a staff told me to stand at the drinks machine to just prepare drinks. thank god i no needa walk around along the freaking slippery floor o.0" nearly fell while walking, like ice skating -.-" whoa i tell you what, people who work there are all like living robots who does not even stop or rest a while berofe continueing their work.

About the people there, was okay. two lady staffs were nicee. those foreigners kept staring at me like they never seen a hot girl before :P anyway theres also an old grumpy staff as well, who blames sze yuen for her mistakes -.-" she type wrongly on the receipt yet still blame her for taking the wrong things. swt. those customers were kinda polite, most of them who i served said thank you with smiles on their face :D so glaadd so see that !

our work is finally done ! poor alex wanted to go home eagerly cuz was too exhausted with his heavy duty behind. nuggets and patties, deep-fried all by himself. aiks. sze yuen got knocked by a fat staff for several times while rushing for the serves and got blamed till kinda sicked. sui got terlecur cuz was really in a hurry while preparing those stuff. plus working with a so-not gentleman is aint a good thing at all.howver. im the lucky one after all. hope it goes the same for tomorrow :D

After working, i can finally feel the sufferings of the workers, and, also the money earned by all the hardships we have placed within our jobs. workings aint a funny thing. i must nurture confidents in myself to last till the end of the raya holidays :D wish me luck guys !

Thursday, September 17, 2009

thank you very much !
for all the advice and conforts
i was soo touched :')

glad that what i thought were all wrong
things were good
theres no any situations occur before
all the craps i thought were just imaginations
imaginations that came outta my misunderstanding mind on myself
imaginations that scared myself
phewww
you had eventually saved me outta this problem :D

glad that its all over now
i hope that the bonding will not being separated
forever if possible

looking forward for something new :)



xoxo .

2oo9 全国中学生戏剧 DIY 观摩赛 !

Heyya all ! finally i finished up with the uploading process of the pictures took in our first ever outta-school drama competition, which was held on the 30th August 2009 in Kajang's New Era College. We practiced for like a week started from that monday. tell you what, throughout the preparation and practice sessions of the competition, many obstacles occurred. it seems like we're stopped one time followed by another from time to time.

Firstly we had the h1n1 flu spread throughout the country. some of our members' siblings were eventually sick. and the most disadvantaging thing is that our leader of the group had fell sick! oh noo. therefore the other members tried very hard to think and crave for ideas for the drama. though we tried to contact each other through the phone or online. finally we had decided to present our drama with a title of 'One Malaysia' . of course, costumes were individually prepared.

Day 1 !

The day had finally arrived ! Speaking of how we get to the competition spot, we took the ktm directly to kajang. later then when we reached there, we asked for the way and walk along the street to reach the college. was damn hot and tired. got to the canteen to have lunch with other 5 groups. and later, gathered in the black box theatre. sounds cool rite. its a small yet not so small all-black theatre room with a technical area, where they control the musics and also the lighting on the ceilings. fascinating. Later then, every groups were called out to make an intro for their own group. our group had made a sexy one. of course, the sources of sexy ideas from our sexy qinyi. haha. " C C C C~~~~~..... SEXXYYY ! ! ! "thats our so-called slogan and yeah, we're the so-called sexy group among all the others. Lol~ about the ajk-s, they're sorta cool to me. they all study dramas.

We stay in a really comfortable classroom with air-conds, tables and chairs, white boards, high 5-s, television and radio. though they're all new ans not being used before. really nice and comfy place to spend our night and practice times. while practicing, i kept on forgetting my script -.-" as i only get to practice for a day. why? cuz before that i suddenly got banned by my mum from joining it. omg last minute's sudden decision. luckily she permits me to join in the end. phewww.
Throughout the rehearsing process, lightings, musics and steps of walking in and outta the stage were tested and tried out. hui yee is in charge of the musics while chin is in charge of the lighting. we discussed and practiced repeatedly until we're good enough on stage. slept comfortably at around 12 something night.


Day 2 !

Woke up at 8am. breakfast at 8.30am. gathered. danced together with the song 'Fly away' by FIR. was fun :) later then we are back to our own practice again, and started preparing with our costumes on. 1pm gathered in theatre room and later pro judges and fellow audience were invited into the theatre room as well. the most exiting ever drama competition experience had just begun !

i was very nervous as im kinda afraid that i would repeat the same mistakes made during practicing times. as for the rest, they were okay, as natural as usual. finally when its our turn, we did our very best, with full of courage :) However, all of the contestant groups chose ' H1N1 ' as their choice of drama.

When all the groups were done with their drama everyone had a break for like 10 minutes, when later we had the results' announcement time. we didnt win any awards in the end. after that, each and every of the judges gave professional judgement and comments on every groups. ours were quite bad for them. aint creative and dramatic enough, more like a sketch for them. we are damn deeply hurt inside T.T never come across these kinda cruel and straight forward sharp judgements and criticisms. aiks. all were down, but its okay for me as at least i learnt about the true drama techniques and tips as well. known some friends as well during bonding sessions while playing group games. while we were in the lift and it was moving half way down towards the ground floor, sze yuen suddenly realised that the pvc pipe she brought as her walking stick for her drams roll as a grandma was stucked in between the two lift's doors ! everyone was shocked. qinyi quickly pull the pipe inwards flawlessly. and you know what, the lift went bumpy up and down, so scary man ! omfg nearly died in the lift i guess. anyway we reached the ground floor safely after they had successfully got the pipe pulled in. phewww. luckily nothing happened. however, unbelievably, i was feel-less throughout the whole shocking process. weird huh. when the lift door opens, a bunch of indian people who were having a huge gathering in the college saw our horrified faces and asked what had actually happened. and guess what yan rou said : " Ohh! the lift! nearly dropped down! so scary! " omg? so cold man. the indians were instantly terrified but im not sure whether did they use the lift or not. Lol.

Left the area with a sad emotion later then without even saying good bye to anybody, no pictures were taken with the cool people there as well. our happy mood had just faded into thin air after being shot deadly by the judges. went to mid valley for dinner together then. Yoshinoya is the chosen one, deliciaso ! :P lol was soo nicee. everyone became happy instantly after that :)

After eating, we got back to the station immediately as its not early anymore. while waiting, qinyi spotted some indonesian guys with indonesian slang were kinda like stalking or peeking at us with intentions. therefore she told us all to beware with our belongings and stuffs. i hide my cell phone into my bag and hugged it. though, chin and may yee got their cell phones in their pockets, assuming that it'll be hard enough to be stolen as its tiddly stuck inside it. the ktm arrived and everyone ruched into it ! instantly i got a place to sit. yeah~ no needa stand, troublesome weih. anyway just then, chin found out that her cell phone had actually lost! searched everywhere, but was still no where to be found. we even tried to call, but its directly connected to the voicemail box -.-" later, may yee yelled that her cell phone is also missing! omg~ 2 gone at a time. while we were buzy searching, the pick-pockets went down at the next station. what the fuck. pro man. luckily mine was still here with me. phewww. everyone instantly became soo downn. sighhh.....

Later finally got back to kepong central. was damn tired. suddenly we saw fireworks up above in the sky! wow was soo nicee and romantic :) went back home later then.

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This is the first ever adventurous experience that ive ever come across with. ive learnt that any problems could happen all at one time. we can even loose our pride, our courage and even life ! therefore we must be cooperate among one another, help out nay of our team members no matter at anywhere, anytime.


p/s : If its possible for us to seek for professional and useful guidance that works from experienced or professional teachers, we might reform our team once more and get a permanent group members with a permanent drama team name. let us enjoy what we're all in to and interested in ! DRAMA !!! :D


PiCTURES
masked

Qinyi & i

yan rou , hsin yi , sze yuen


venue

spot that dude behind . siau kia xD


soya bean . good for ya skin :)

random ;)


gahh . this pearlly chua acts in this drama called " i dont want to sleep alone "

-.-"

that girl on the very left . aiks . dark circles pulak -.-"
sze yuen they all asked me why didnt i told them ive starred in such drama
LOL

pearlly punya signature


[ the classroom . awesomee place to stay overnight :) ]
had fun :D

conteng time :P

Lee Hom
her forever love .

hahaha ...





KNS x)

ahhh . may yee da lesbian . yuckk !

yeahh. DAVID COOK HOT!


celine

the drama queens




peace out !




L.O.L

the character poses



ahaha . i didnt expect that my so called emo look would stand out that much X)

yuckk again !

looks more like a ... roller coaster ?!



ishh . practicing hard for my roll :\

qinyi . hui yee






my lunch




lobak kuih ? cant even get ot finish it :(

take 1

take 2



woots. so hawwt ;P



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boh kuan



巾帼不让须眉!
yeah !


the hotties :P


[ costumesssss ..... ]


范荐 饭贱
xD




hah . astonishing o.0




this girl rite . she looked exactly like qinyi ! omg ... X)


audience

during competition .
looked cool on the outside . panic on the inside .

trophies .

kim & maggie :)

lao pa & carrie

chin is the director :O


best director . awesomee dude



yan rou's


happy mode


my terriyaki rice . awesomee !

back to mid valley's ktm station . where the pick pocket incident happened .
damn freaked out .



p/s : thanks to all that helped us . personally to ruzana for the malay costume & min yue for the musics . cheeers .