Hey, whatever.

Sensitivity. a killing word that can lead people to frustrations, misunderstandings, headaches and miseries. and this normally happens to girls. but it cools down with the flow of time, so theres nothing much to be worried about.

dont make any serious actions. its just a short-term "sickness" and will heal real soon.

i realized. maybe im not that sensitive anymore. instead, i feel sick about it from others. ive made a change about this towards myself. am so glad. hope to improve more on my characters very soon.

when you meet this people, just chill and say: WHATEVER.

the rockstars? laugh my ass offfff.

Pappa rich and mcd with qinyi & jiexi today. failed to meet up with huiyee, celine and weisheng. TOO BAAAD. i havent been seeing jiexi since spm was conquered. she had changed. shes now a loving adult who knows how to take care of lil children, like in details. im so so impressed of her like seriously lol. hey jiexi if youre reading this, just wanna tell you that, youre sibeh rockstar. HAHA :)

-pearly-

200211, 0117

我只在乎你.

任时光匆匆过去

我只在乎你

心甘情愿感染你的气息

人生几何, 能够得到知己?

失去生命的力量也不可惜

所以我求求你

别让我离开你

除了你, 我不能感到

一丝丝情意 :)

Awesome 18th!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

today was the best day ever so far for the year 2011. the best OFF DAY ever from my work. i used to sleep till 1pm on every off day of mine but, i just feel so special, specially happy today. and yeah i was super excited for the date today as well! maybe thats the special part :P

ohh yesh, im 18 now. an adult weh! should change myself in the way i think of things, and the way i make decisions. BE SMART. cuz im not a small girl now.

this is the second time im celebrating my birthday with Puikia. not everyone will be able to accompany you on your birthday, even your close friends. im so glad to have him with me on my day. and yes, he is the only one i have confident in. i wanna spend my birthday with him EVERY YEAR :)

he may be yong sui (lmao), but he is the cutest and funniest guy ever on earth to me :)

dont know why, i suddenly feel so touched while writing this post LOL.

anyway! we had TGIF for tea time/dinner. it was my first time there! he was forced to treat me, oops :P p/s: next bill's on me. exclusive punye weh :P

and the movie we watched was SANCTUM! another james cameron production baby! was so anticipated i tell you, thank god its in cinemas RIGHT on my bday!

the movie was so-so, not as trilling as i thought it would be. too bad eh. BUT some parts are seriously straining and touching. especially the part where a son and his dad ... okay i guess its inappropriate to tell now as you may wanna watch it yourself :P

josh & his dad :3

besides, i bought a ROCKSTAR-ISH bracelet. satisfying much! im kinda into accessories now :D

i got a present from him too, oh my gosh i love it.

cut the cake with my beloved family at 11pm! photos will be added soon :D

thanks for all the wishes via facebook, texts and calls. i love all of you.

damn, how could i be this lucky? THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! youre the best thing, thats ever been mine ♥

OH and HAPPY CHAP GOH MEI MEH to you people! i dont see cny decorated stages anymore. i dont hear cny songs anymore. the centre court is white now, aint red no more. so not used to it. anyway, cny this year was total emptiness for me, no visting aka bai nian at all. that sucks but nevermind :P

-pearly-

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Simplicity.

Sometimes i realized, that whenever you get to own the best things in the world, you might lose them all, one day. so pessimistic huh? but it does happens, to some people. how horrible.

So i prefer to be simple. dont crave for too much, just appreciate what you get, what you own :)

Check this out! saw this awesome thing from @KoayEvienne's blogpost and tried to drag it. guess what? i got a YES. wanna give it a try? :D

Sometimes luck comes to you, when youre not searching for it. not craving for it.

-pearly-

Love OH Love!

Happy Valentine's Day people! to those who couple, stay sweet and be happy with your loved ones, and nevertheless to enjoy your journey of growing up throughout your relationships!

whereas for those who are single, do enjoy your V day with a bunch of awesome friends, i know itll be fun :D

Keywords (from me) to a long-lasting relationship;

tolerations

trust

honesty

loyalty

commitments

maturity

understandings

forgets and forgives

Work tomorrow, guess i'll be seeing people hugging each other while walking, kissing foreheads and being lovey-dovey around. awwwww i hope they spot me when they do so! LOL.

i always do!!!

-pearly-

The Intersecting Point.

Please believe me, do trust me

for whatever i explained

you could treat me as some sort of your copycat

i copy your emotions.

i think for you

and no,

i wont mistreat myself as well at the same time

so why should you, mistreat yourself for me?

dont you remember?

im your copy cat!

when youre sad,

I WONT FEEL ANY BETTER

i thought twice, or thrice

before i say this

with no doubt.

cant believe that someone is loving you this much?

believe it.

i love you :)

-pearly-

Gong xi fa cai..........Hong bao na lai :P

Aloha readers! its already the EIGHTH DAY of chinese new year and now only im climbing up here to wish you guys :O but the spirit is still here right? so..

GONG XI FA CAI!

according to many fengshui masters, i mean three, the rabbit year will be an unlucky year or the roosters and ox (im not sure about the rest) but the ox do

esnt lose or gain anything though. as for the roosters, whether in love, health, fortune or studies/work, no good news around them. isnt this horrible?!

for the roosters;

love - unstable, so jagalah dirimu

health - weak? be healthy and eat good food

fortune - too spendthrift! start saving up and remember to DONATE to the needy

studies - have to study harder and harder for better grades

work - many gossips around. avoid them and mine your own business, tolerate with the bitches

ok so everything stated above kinda happens to me so i kinda believe them. hope it doesnt affect me psychologically and make me think negatively. for those who were born in the rooster year, DO NOT think that im superstition or what-so-ever. believe it for forget it :P

For the chinese new year 2011 i wish that everything in life will go smoothly. including my studies. and, i will study harder. i wont cakap kosong or janji kosong anymore! oh and by the way spm results are coming out on early march i guess. it scares much i tell you. what grades will i get for Add math and Accounts? i hope miracles will happen

! damn, i never pray a single day since spm is over, i didnt show my sincerity, OMG what will happen next?

kinda sick lazy of answering the same questions again and again so here you go!

common questions from friends;

Where are you working?

answer: G2000 at guess-it-yourself

Have you get your driving license yet?

answer: no, i only went for the undang course. why? becuz i gotta study the book and im lazy. you dont have to study the book, just finish up the 500 questions! im not sure if i'll pass without studying the book :(

Are you studying now?

answer: no im currently working

Where are you studying soon?

answer: Advance Tertiary College, for Pre-University studies.

How bout your ns?

i'll place this LAST in my decision-making processes. dont know whether im going or not, yet

RANDOMly general advices/facts of life we should have known;

- save your money, dont spend too much

- tolerate with the bitches you work with. dont blow off your anger or else you'll get nothing but an additional enemy which you'll face EVERYDAY at work

- NEVER trust anybody at work. they might betray you. and they love to gossip whenever youre not efficient enough to their expectations.

- be on-time at work, managers love like punctual staffs

- be hardworking

- dont gossip too much. you think they suck so bad? just zip it. you wanna know more? just act like you dont give a damn

- stay positive cuz there are many ups and downs

- dont show the WORSE side of you when youre mad at something small, its the WORST when you hurt the others

- tolerate with anybody else to avoid argument, dont jump into conclusions!

- manage well with anything; your things, plans, play time and study time

- if you always do something wrong which you love to do, do what you actually hate to do :X

- eat fruits everyday! or drink juices

- be smart with any decisions you make. only progress them when youre very sure about the benefits that you'll get

Enjoy your life, cheeeeers :D

-pearly-

im sorry, again. how can i cool you down? i would do anything.