Labours' Day

Yo its saturday and coincidently its labours' day, lucky for those who have tuitions today, enjoy your break guys x)

ok so im suppose to study today, the only day without a single plan or tuitions. mr peeter asked us to study 8 hours today, well not consecutively of course. woots what a bigg plan :) can i make it? i hope so. after blogging imma go and break my record !

line sucked like shit today, i cant get to upload pics onto my AmericanIdol post :( bored man, somemore hitz.fm's musics sucked too, so as facebook! my girls are offline :(

i guess imma start working out now ! wish me luck people :)

p/s: when will i start off with my add maths and accounts? im lazy to write :(


-pearly-

Sioban Magnus and American Idol

Siobhan from american idol! finally shes out LOL :X im stressful-no-more. she always said that shes happy to be compared to adam lambert with her irritating screaming voice. watch your words girl, its copy, not compare (grrr) i dont know why i have such prejudicial thoughts on here, geez.

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shes sweet .....

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shes pretty .....

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until ..........

she screams whenever she reaches the climax of her song like every single week again .....
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and again .....
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and again ..........

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and again ..........
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and again ..........

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and again ! sick of it, stop copying my adam lambert please :P

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anyway, i love her hair so much !! who can get me this hair cut ?! :(

woots woots!

during Idol Gives Back week, the artistes i love ;

BEP! plus, awesome stage !
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Carrie Undewood

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Alicia Keys
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Elliot Yamin (♪ baby i will wait for you~)

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David Cook ! i gotta admit that this picture is not nice x( bad shooting skills !

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Tim is out during this week ! sad :'( (bcuz no more lengzai in this season anymore!)

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Orianthi ! :)

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this season's AmericanIdol is boring for me cuz no hotties and no favourite singing styles that i like :( sad ! and i can realise that the judges give negative judgements on the finalists' performances like, usually :(

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p/s: tonight's internet line is smooth ! awesome !!

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-pearly-

050210

Solved

i dont want this freaking mistake and misunderstanding to happy anymore !

im lucky enough to own a guy like you who gives into me and tolerates when we meet problems. ILY!!!!!
stay strong, never give up !


-pearly-

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im STUPID, im USELESS, i CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT .

i miss you so much in such a short while
i need xo


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freak

Imma a fucking failure, i never touch much of my books this week *slaps myself* this is so damn horrible, mid-terms are in 3 weeks alright ?! yeah, and i dont have the time to squeeze everything in my head within this short period of time. i got the only solution, is to study every sec non-stop, but how can i do that? im always tired after school, is it becuz of schooling which makes me tired due to waking up in the morning or, im suffering insufficient of vitamins ? HELP ME !

i onlined the entire day practically (thatsucks!) imma hopeless shit ! forget it, i shall wake up early in the morning tomorrow and study non-stop ! i swear i will, i know im determined.

chatting on msn as usual, internet sucked as usual, but the unusual thing is, problems appeared so instantly, i can hardly take it.

WTF, my dad claimed that my chemistry papers file, which im reading then daily, was a tool for me to sleep with ! i couldnt take it anymore, no one will STILL ever know me, even my parents themselves. i put my efforts into studies but no one will even give a DAMN. *tears flow*

later i gossiped, knew lotsa dirty little secrets ! shocking and unbelievable ! no i cant accept them ! although its non of my business like, AT ALL :P

my mood is effing bad tonight. i know i suck, i know im sensitive ! but its not up to my control, it is me, im sorry for being doubtful bcuz youre just too charming to me, im really scare distance will take over our relationship one day. im really afraid when pn tong said that when we leave high school everyone will go their own different way T.T can i change the fact? nothing will ever force me to let you go no matter what.

i know i make you sad most of the time due to my sensitivity, it changes you 180 degrees. dont tell me its your own problems, nothing will make you sad, im the only one. im suck enough to tear your smile off your sweet and cheerful face. i bring you burden, it makes you turning yourself into the unusual you. the biggest problem is that, i get even sad when youre sad. wtf am i thinking? i make you sad and then i get sad again. (fuck) stupid shit man, im USELESS ! my heart aches whenever i know that youre down, literally ! the pain forces tears to flow down my eyes, what should i do to cheer you up again.

i hate so much being imperfect, i hate my life full of obstacles and frustrations which stalks my nature characteristics, but im aint giving up on my life, i got the confidence to build the sand castle up again whenever the sea water destroys it again and again. i will never give up. god bless me.

the Script's Breakeven boosts up my emotions, is it a good or bad thing?


-pearly-

Neutral Sunday

Today ive done nothing much, woke up quite early to online cuz last night's line sucked like hell. but today's wasnt any better though D; and i found that plurk was so boring cuz not much people's using this website, still facebook's the best ! ;) but the line's freaking lag ! i hate this like soo muchhhhh.

so, ive thought of downloading musics then :) thanks to dhivan and shien, i got tons of new musics here ! some are old ones, and also some are familiar ones that the lazy dj-s on radio stations never wanna mention the name (grrr), so yeah, gonna transfer them all into my mp3 after downloading ! weeeee ~

Tokio Hotel is smoking hot ! dont really have much comments about their physical outlooks but their musics are nice! well maybe two or three of them :P Monsoon and Automatic are the BEST! Bill Kaulitz's voice is sooo sexy and hottttt :D

here's the lyrics of Monsoon, damn romantic weih ! love it love it love it !

Tokio Hotel - Monsoon

I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
My room is cold, it's making me insane
I've been waitin' here so long
Another moment seems to've come
I see the dark clouds comin' up again

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I'll think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon
Just me and you

A halfmoon fading from my sight
I see your vision in its light
But now it's gone and left me so alone
I know I have to find you now
Can hear your name,I don't know how
Why can't we make this darkness feel like home?

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I'll think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon

Hey!
Hey!

I'm fighting all this power coming in my way
Let it take me straight to you,
I'll be running night and day
I'll be with you soon
Just me and you
We'll be there soon
So soon

Running through the monsoon
Beyond the world
Til' the end of time
Where the rain won't hurt
Fighting the storm
Into the blue
And when I lose myself I'll think of you
Together we'll be running somewhere new
And nothing can hold me back from you
Through the monsoon
Through the monsoon
Just me and you
Through the monsoon
Just me and you ~

woot woot ! so pretty !!!!! LOL

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-pearly-

Awesome Saturday !

Today was really cool as i got the chance to relax like finally ! it had been a hectic and tiring week that ive been through, i slept only after 12am in each and everyday, felt tired right now even when i started thinking back of the routines progressed. but tell you what, its been really awesome, i started to love myself more for behaving this well :) plus i started to become a nerd again, dont feel like going shopping like, at all :O just the resemblance of the old Pearly :D i really hope that this nerdy characteristic can last till the end of this year before i take a deep breath and relax till the very max :) i love you Pearly, all the best !

this nerd's looking awful, but i dont think nerds are lifeless at all, at least they study :)

had a peek on my facebook profile, saw vincent's wall post which had tagged me and the mcd gang. guess what, he's leaving mcd bsd !! what a sad thing. he had been really a strict and dicipline manager who is really hyginic throughout our working periods, he taught us the most stuff which we had never learnt before in our life for 17 years, he had treated us like VIP crews each and every time, these may not been shown in his expressions but still, i gotta feeling ! and now that he's leaving, i felt that im gonna miss him really much all of a sudden. he thinks about us even when he's leaving, he called us the McD Family, he is actually still treating us as his own employees even when we had left work for months already. btw he had a rise on his post at mcd, a big congrats to him !!! cheers, for the best of luck in your future, mr. Vincent Chan. WE LOVE YOU.

Went to ou with dear today, damn fun woih ! i mean like really damn fun, hehehe relax sial. i wonder when's our next day out ? Our bond was created and will never be destroyed ;) i love you babe.

p/s: i cant spam facebook right now ! spammed on plurk instead ;) boring man, msn lags as well WTF. STREAMYX SUCKS !!!

Finally here's an update

Long time never moles my blog already LOL. nothing much happened these days. skippied classes, especially english periods to avoid the damn oral test, to help out with the my sport house to prepare for the sports day, which is successfully held today :) wow after the oral i did felt a big relief ! :O screw oral tests ! never studied the rest ofthe subjects at all, lazy shit man, kept wandering around daily like a... a... wonder ghost ? wtf, superb bad example to use (prays)

2 bad incidents had happened since last thursday. it was crazy, i created these problems practically, what a noobie. i have no idea of ways to solve these, tears kept on flowing non-stop, unlike the usual me at all -.- damn emo and stressed. no one can help me ? i guess its just the typical me, not getting use with helps of others to solve personal problems, cuz these are embarrassing. all i do is to hide myself alone in the stuffing-aired room, feeling warm, lonely, while facing the white walls helplessly. thats so damn awful, felt like its so damn hard to live on.

today was finally the day. school's yearly sports day. all houses are so energetic this year :) especially the seniors, maybe its bcuz its the last year for al of them? really placed full efforts into the mascots, marching routines and costumes for the marching crews. its really awesome, the arts room was packed with everyone and colourful paints around :D glad to see everything goes well till this very bigg day arrives ~

i joined the pbsm march, not everything was planned early, so it was kinda rush. i hate it when people doesnt cooperate and does things with a 'whatever' style, it pisses me off like eff. hate to work out with the mentally sick people who thinks they are effing big, i screamed at her while bursting out in anger, i was so satisfied ! but i know its stupid now when come to think of it, i dont have to be so aggresive anyway, our routine is not as complicated and facinating as the other teams who have coaches guiding them along day by day.

the sporty spirit had surrounded the stadium compound thoroughly. i never really watched he events as im enjoying my time with *toot*. though my mood was up and down, cuz 1 of my prob was still not settled yet D; gelisah sial.

back at home, ive finlly boosted up my guts till the max and did what should i did - to apologize to someone. and from these 2 big incidents ive learnt, is to not to be rude, immature and irrespect while speaking to parents and also to other people in our daily lives, and also to trust our love ones with our true heart no matter what happens, not to doubt or suspect anybody, which will surely ruin the relationship.

Parents and our Love ones are the greatest gifts that we got form God, must appreciate them every single second, not when youre leaving or losing them !

peace out people ! for the best of luck ~


-pearly-
iloveyoulahhottie!

Shares the melody

I listen to this song whenever im lonely or down or syok or something. David's just so awesome, and i love this song so much and non-stop playing it recently, although it doesnt seem to be new. i want a new album from you, David Cook !! always waiting ~

here is David Cook with Life On The Moon, enjoy (;

Here in this crowd I'm feeling all alone
Turn me around and point me back to home
I'm getting lost more everyday
And I can't tear myself away
From the stars in my eyes with no light
Here are my terms, have some faith in me
And I'll let you be who you need to be

chorus;
Life on the moon
couldn't be any stranger
Life on the moon
wouldn't feel this far away?
The life that I knew is trough
And I'm gonna need you more than ever
I'm alone in this crowded room
Its like life on the moon

Flown off the ground my head's up in the air
Self conscious to a fault with all the people everywhere
Is getting harder everynight to take the punches left and right
Just to know that you're here by my side
Here are my terms have some faith in me
And I'll let you be who you need to be

(repeat chorus)

Getting lost in my own atmosphere
Stars in the sky are the stars in my eyes
Is the cost of getting out of here alive

(repeat chorus)

Life on the moon..... Life on the moon.....
The life that I knew is through
And im gonna need you more than ever
Im alone in this crowded room
Its like life on the moon
Life on the moon .

im so lonely without you. i will try hard to help myself in getting up whenever i fall.
xoxo

Suckish Saturday

It was a nice saturday and the sun was right up in the sky shining its bright light proudly upon my ass. was about to wake up, going club to eat books with shien today.

i cant run away from the fact that im sick. you know what, its sooo impossible to avoid it once i felt my throat drying like hell. nothing can rehydrate it. i just dont understand ! and now i got slight flu, itchy throat, minor coughs and crazy headache, which made me shakes my head like this .....

Son Dam Bi in Are You Crazy (not that sexy though)

i went to bed straight after back at 6.30pm. slept till 1030pm. i know im lifeless, a weak shit. i recalled and felt disappointed of myself being a failure of persuading sejarah to enter my brain earlier in the afternoon. it sucks unlike the usual time-out with it. no one's able to help me (erm hello? god?) still, im slacking cuz my mid-term tests are on the middle of May, but my fellow friends are already felt uncomfortable on their chairs due to the REAL SPM tests on November. wth? i wish i could be like that, i love being anxious and nervous cuz it proves that i care and it means a thing to me. but it results in growing more ans MORE white hair. f that.

nevermind nevermind, chilll. i'll start my work again after my good good rest. what i can do now is only --- ONLINE -.-

i miss you, i need you right now. it's so weird that the moments that i need you the most are the times that's impossible that you'll be here for me. omg !

tomorrow got add math tuition OMG, the tuition class which i hated the most. i dont understand and i never bother to analyse the work which im suppose to finish in time. is it me being too lazy or, its the time that is passing so damn fast ?

im a total loser. i suck big time, like what rj said ( he's joking though) but thats the truth, the undeniable one. it all showned in mr suguz's bm class. he seemed to be prejudicial towards me? he asks me questions that i often fail to answer; he asks me meanings of words that are impossible for an idiot like me to speak out the resemblance of those words; he claims that i post photos up on facebook and seldom study which i never do, those photos are tagged by my friends ok! and before he left the class yesterday, he suddenly turned to me and showed me his expressless face and said: "lately youre quite sombong already huh, you seldom smile nowadays." i instantly got down after that, is he serious or joking? i cant differentiate anything between these two. i never mean this, i laugh in class when i have the feelings to, i know my face is looking stuck-up (hidung tinggi) when i never smiles. blame myself for having that noob face. or maybe its becuz of the frustrations im suffering from lately? I DONT KNOW! im afraid he might be giving up on a suckish student like me D; NOOO ! i am helpless.

its 2.51am now. its time and i should be lying on bed right now. i couldnt be thinking any much more for life. shall just beat it ! i must work even harder conquer my obstacles. can i learn kick boxing like Bernice Liu just to let out everything sad?

-pearly-

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April Fool !

As usual in school on april fool's day LOL. laughed like mad and all, aww how i love the crazy friends ;) may yee was like treating this day as her Valentine's day? cuz shed been confessing to anyone she saw in school to be her wife @@ wth ?! and for your information ive instantly became her so-called 7th wife. EWWW! xD

got pranked by friends with lotsa random ways, like: "Look! teacher's here!" *turn's head to the door* "HAHAHA APRIL FOOL!" gosh gonna faint already @@ but the worst is lotsa of us had eaten oreos which are coated with Darlie toothpste! WTF man, i thought she was kind and everyone's joking when they said we're eating those stuff. i only knew it was real on my way home X.X

anyway it was my first time got pranked seriously as that xD and its awesome!

i shall end here :P nothing much to talk about. oh yeah, imma run and jump more ! my little sis's been repeating that im shorter and shorter as time goes by D; WTF?!

btw;
minority ideas + narrow thoughts + inconsiderate manners towards all commitees = a leader that suck
the way you rule sucks big time. everyone thinks so! youre not the leader anyway, so please stfu.
*sorry for being rude, but shes just too much.*


-pearly-

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