Long time never moles my blog already LOL. nothing much happened these days. skippied classes, especially english periods to avoid the damn oral test, to help out with the my sport house to prepare for the sports day, which is successfully held today :) wow after the oral i did felt a big relief ! :O screw oral tests ! never studied the rest ofthe subjects at all, lazy shit man, kept wandering around daily like a... a... wonder ghost ? wtf, superb bad example to use (prays)
2 bad incidents had happened since last thursday. it was crazy, i created these problems practically, what a noobie. i have no idea of ways to solve these, tears kept on flowing non-stop, unlike the usual me at all -.- damn emo and stressed. no one can help me ? i guess its just the typical me, not getting use with helps of others to solve personal problems, cuz these are embarrassing. all i do is to hide myself alone in the stuffing-aired room, feeling warm, lonely, while facing the white walls helplessly. thats so damn awful, felt like its so damn hard to live on.
today was finally the day. school's yearly sports day. all houses are so energetic this year :) especially the seniors, maybe its bcuz its the last year for al of them? really placed full efforts into the mascots, marching routines and costumes for the marching crews. its really awesome, the arts room was packed with everyone and colourful paints around :D glad to see everything goes well till this very bigg day arrives ~
i joined the pbsm march, not everything was planned early, so it was kinda rush. i hate it when people doesnt cooperate and does things with a 'whatever' style, it pisses me off like eff. hate to work out with the mentally sick people who thinks they are effing big, i screamed at her while bursting out in anger, i was so satisfied ! but i know its stupid now when come to think of it, i dont have to be so aggresive anyway, our routine is not as complicated and facinating as the other teams who have coaches guiding them along day by day.
the sporty spirit had surrounded the stadium compound thoroughly. i never really watched he events as im enjoying my time with *toot*. though my mood was up and down, cuz 1 of my prob was still not settled yet D; gelisah sial.
back at home, ive finlly boosted up my guts till the max and did what should i did - to apologize to someone. and from these 2 big incidents ive learnt, is to not to be rude, immature and irrespect while speaking to parents and also to other people in our daily lives, and also to trust our love ones with our true heart no matter what happens, not to doubt or suspect anybody, which will surely ruin the relationship.
Parents and our Love ones are the greatest gifts that we got form God, must appreciate them every single second, not when youre leaving or losing them !
peace out people ! for the best of luck ~
-pearly-
iloveyoulahhottie!
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