Lady Antebellum - Need You Now ♥

I need you now, i miss you so. this song speaks my true feelings.

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin' for the phone 'cuz I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

woah~

Guess I'd rather hurt than feel nothin' at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now ~
I just need you now ~
Ohh, baby, I need you now ~

♥

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After thoughts @ throughout the month of May

Its close to the end of may. fuh~ so many things happened i guess. conflicts, depressions, tears and all. family, relationship, and the most effing one --- STUDIES.

gosh im sooo damn tired of all of these. just imagine, how does it feel like when every probs that you have to take into your thoughts come squeezing into your mind at a single time? i just feel like blasting off, bursting out ! i hate studies, sucks man. to get an A, i might have to spend more than 3 hours of my time with the books a day like, daily, omg ! so boring, a resemblance or working as a robot. last tuesday night right before biology paper, i was up writing all the tips given and trying hard to memorise them. GEEZ !! and guess what, i never close my eyes for the whole night until i sat for the paper. my first time weh, i was so scared that i will faint but i finally made it through the day. damn, the biology paper 2 questions are so boring that i could fall asleep while doing it halfway, nah im not boasting, i was just creating my own biology theory 8D same goes to physics, muahahah.

add maths and maths was a total failure, im stuck in every questions of the paper and just hoping to dig out part of the marks from the questions. as for maths, i just forgotten to do one full question ! its weird that i never find that page in my question paper. strange !! ive given up -.- chemistry next week, my favourite subject at the moment :) i hope i will score well and make use of my tuition notes and teachings, and also, not to let my beloved pn low down, although i rarely listen to her teachings, haha.

Relationships, its all about toleration, loyalty, patience and trust. any lacking of one of these aspects may put on a full stop on a love story. i never tolerate, im too ego, and ive learnt. i hope i dont ruin any of the aftertaste that we've enjoyed together. besides, we need time for any corrections, aight? stay strong people, dont break a heart.

I can nearly understand a child's feeling when i see someone shows some physically unusual behaviours, do they need more attention? should we listen more to the fillings of their little hearts? i just dont want the tiny prob to be enlarged with time.

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aiks, im tired, but still playing computer here. "Arent you scared that tomorrow will be an extra tired day to study? you should control more of yourself," thats what my heart told me. i replied: "Well, maybe just a few glance on my facebook profile, some musics and a post or two for my blog will do right? :P "

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last but not least,

HAPPY WESAK DAY !

lets offer good deeds throughout our lives !

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I must work harder for life and a brighter future, i must appreciate everyone beside me, everyone i connect my minds with everyday. good luck everybody! and also all the best to me, and you ♥

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Tension

Whoa whoa WHOA !!!!! mid term tests are just around the very corner ! im felt so stressed handling all the accumulated works and revisions from my thick books and all :( its just next week and i havent get things settled properly yet. i need more support from my girls and dear now.

this is just a short post before i stop online for like, 3 weeks. ive got the chance to sneak into the internet while im charging my mp3 now, which it will help me release part of my stress by enjoying my favouite muics :) thanks, mp3 :P

Good luck to all in your exams, especially the selangor students :) FIGHTING!


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Mother's day eveeeee

Its mother's day eve and i was staying at home like a practical good girl :P never join the guys for everyone's beloved IpMan, but luckily i didnt, cuz my voice sounded damn awful, or as for an example, toad? D; eww i hate it, especially when i cant shout out loud well at home :O

so, ive been thinking of a plan to surprise my mum but remain idealess. later i came up with a baking plan and asked friends to join me but its too late to prepare all the stuffs i such a rush so i decided to bake myself at home instead. and since this is the first time im learning to bake, i decided to tell my mum about it, so that she can guide me along while im on progress, but the thing is that, shes not allowed to touch any of the ingredients or utensils, cuz shes not suppose to :P therefore this plan is not really a surprise after all.

credits to big sis for fetching me to get the ingredients bought. everything's a mess when i started with the biscuits crumbs, cheese, and butter. got some on the floor too :O but overall was okay, the steps are many but simple. i took 2 hours and 45 mins to finish up everything. sweat a little cuz i never turn on the fan as im afraid the wind will blow off the powder stuff everywhere @@

when its done i cleaned and washed up everything in the sink and table all by myself. what a tough thing to do, especially when im having a bad headache and flu ! arghhh god, my sore throat nightmare had just ended alright ?! and now these two again -.- what a luck. im kinda afraid of h1n1 though :O CHOI ! i wont get it @@

the funny part is, i cant smell anything fom the oven after i had placed the tray in for a while :O but later, i realised that mum had actually turned on he wrong temperature ! aduh, no wonder theres no smell of the cake ! xD

later, we can finally smell the fregrance ! but well actually not me, my flu is preventing from smelling anything D;

i can hear my mum kept on saying that the cake smells good and cant wait to try it :) really glad to see her eagerness to try it~

i ate my lunch at 6pm and i was soo hungry that i finished up the whole chicken porrige in the pot, including kim's share D; poor sis LOL, anyway this taught her a lesson not to play the lappy till abandon her empty stomach. later then i ate my black glutinous rice dessert as well, yummy ! and now i had no appetite for dinner. plus, with my stucked nose, i cant taste anything, its meaningless to eat after all >:(

Was actually going for badminton with dad but i turned him down reluctantly as im not feeling well and i havent study a thing today as ive promised myself before. should i stay up late at night, enuring the sickness and study ? i guess so.

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pics to share;

in the oven (peeked with my torchlight)

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done ! i wish i could cover the top part with icing or whip cream or something :\

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dessert from 记得食 @ KepongBaru. long time no eat !

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Tokio Hotel !!!!!!!!!!

I was nerding around in my room, targeting to study for 8 hours but all of a sudden kim came knocking on the door (well she knocked cuz i locked and she couldnt open the door) and asked if i wanna go to watch TH's concert in OU. i jumped like siau and went blur, and answered: OF COURSE ! she contacted her friend ailynn to ask her cousin to reserve one for me. WOOTS!

BUT BUT BUT how bout my 8-hour study plan ?! habis lo, will try again tomorrow @@

went there and queue up, damn long queue i tell you, but we're not at the back. and later realised that ailynn's cousin actually has 2 more extra tickets @@ but its too late to ask anyone to go so yeah, wasted !

waited in the crowded and stuffy environment with stupid people pushing around. i pushed them back and act stupid as well -.- siau man. then the dj-s kept on playing ClubHitz, for like, 3 hours ?! omg wait till many people pointed middle finger @@

at last they appeared ! FINALLY ! woots woots woots, damn HOT !! i was screaming like mad, with the stupid girl covering her ears in front of me, but who cares?! x) i screamed even more for her (lalala) :P the section where i stood there're these hot people who shakes and waves, fun !

TH only sang for an hour, ended with the song Monsoon ! my favourite ! finally i can sing with them x) but they sang in German version, i sang in Engish -.-

i love tokio hotel ! they will be coming back to Malaysia in the future ! support you guys !

there're four of them in this pic ! ♥

love this, Bill's solo shot

thats me -.- after being caught in the rain, half-drank water by Bill ♥ and sweat !

p/s: credits to Azizul for the pictures !
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