DOWN DOWN DOWN.....

Had no mood today...
didn't perform well in anything i do...
not feeling well mentally as well...
feeling so blue.....

My life is so damn fucked up.....
such a messed-up crap....
ruined..
all by myself..........

i felt bad after hearing those rumours
had no idea if it's the truth
don't know whether am i having the right thoughts or not either
really hope so
cuz if not
i can hardly know what to do next...
how to face the reality.....
and you..........