but guess what ? i dreamt of him last night, i mean morning. well im still kinda clear about the content, hmm its kinda like, we're going to a tuition centre together, and then we sat on other people's seats (swt) but anyway was together. and this dream woke me up, and then started to miss ** :\ later saw his message, missed ** MORE~ and so later i listened to Cascada - Everytime we touch (sow version) and Taylor swift - Today was a fairytale, and missed ** EVEN MORE. wow this is rare and freaky LOL.
after woke up directly had lunch, cannot text anybody cuz im still outta credits X.X cant even get to online cuz mum never allow it now! OMG this is figgin killing me~ im still thinking of getting the reload card myself as i dont wanna spend dad's money on my hp anymore, cuz i'll eventually feel bad if i spend too much when he does the paying LOL.
so i practically suffered the entire day :( was lembik after lunch, slept AGAIN straight till dinner time at around 7something, thats what a typical pig does ok !
i feel uncomfortable for texting anybody, especially that particular one :( i even felt the anxiety till i suffered from a crazy stomach ache after dinner ! oh my gawd -.-
after the call i felt better and done some chores :D later, mp3 again ! and now i am here online, its 3am and my mum's asleep, me and my sis only get to use the PCs -.- cousin was up with the drama series too x)) ive got companies !
tomorrow will be another lifeless day again i bet :( hope that it will be better though, and i also hope that my mum will allow me to go out on this saturday PLEEEASSSEEE ! i hate to stay at home rotting around, without contacting anyone, i hope i could get more freedom, but somehow being 17 isnt that easy to get outta the study cage -.-
Had some thoughts to share here ~ some couples seemed like having troubles with their relationships, but im seriously grateful that i dont meet these problems at all, really am :D its fun to have a cheerful and relaxed partner than a really sensitive minded one. and mainly for me, is that true love doesnt require anything, its condition-free :D its just all about the internal feeling work-outs. LOL STAY STRONG, LOVERS! :P
ILY♥
-pearly-
0354, 031810
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