Been stress out these days. worn out maybe? i spotted the changes im having here. you'll find me LOLing everywhere on facebook comments i write, or just simply anything i post up there. hmm i dont know, this word just popped outta my head eventually whenever i write. oh and bsides that, ive been saying ILY all the time to him. but i know that, i am appreciating every single time of it as i got the chance to say this to someone i love. i just dont know what am i really upto now, i seemed to start to worry about my studies again. i scare i would not score well, especially in the real spm, im afraid of accounts, i need more practice. ive been wasting too much time these days, ive been thinking of lotsa stuffs lately too. cant i just manage the sections of my brain in folders nicely ? imma freak.
decided to blog now as i may not be online later at night.
watched a video on his page. i think it was okay, ive learnt alot from it, ive known that as time passes, we might find out that the person you think is imperfect to be your other half would turn out to make changes and to suit you better. love is divided into four different stages: codependent, counterdependent, independent and interdependent. i felt that the video was kinda freaky but it was getting better at the end of it.
you had been frightened by the video so instantly, its practically like a vision of the future of love, but who knows it wont happen in our love, its just some investigations found by some people out there. i dont think we'll change if true love exists between us. hmm you shouldnt be worrying much cuz i know its unnecessary, everything will turn out okay. though youve told me its yourself that youre worrying about. hmm this is REALLY freaking me out ZZZ
just think of he positive side, although i dont want you to hurt me :( god bless us, everything will be okay. damn its not the video that is scaring me, its you @@
and now another problem to be stressed of again. i need to dye my hair back to black in no time.
Gotta do my accounts homework now, i know i can do it. (hoping so)
HAIH !!!
-pearly-
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